donât know her story, Lord, but You do. You know where she is now. Even if sheâs in a dark place, You are there . . .
I grabbed my Bible. Psalm 139. Yes, I would pray Psalm 139 for Carmelita.
I STAYED HOME from church, which meant missing the second Advent service at SouledOut, but by Sunday evening I was going stir-crazy. I think I was starting to drive Denny crazy, too, because he gave in and drove me to the Hickmansâ, where Yada Yada was meeting. The snow had only added another inch or two, and by then even most of the side streets had been plowed.
After getting me into the house and settled on the couch, Denny coaxed Carl to go out with him for pizza; at the last minute, they took Chris, Cedric, and Carla too. I noticed Florida had a new hairstyle since I saw her three days agoâlittle sections of hair twisted into knots all over her head. âWhat do you call that?â I ran my finger in tiny circles. âItâs cute.â
âZulu knots. Like it?â Florida simpered as she ran to answer the doorbell.
Ruth arrived sans twinsâbut Delores and Edesa arrived with a bundle in a baby carrier. My heart lurched. âOh, Edesa, does that mean Carmelita hasnât come back yet?â
âNot yet.We are very worried.â Edesa took off her own winter wraps, then gently unsnapped the safety strap of the carrier and picked up the baby, blankets and all. âDo you want to hold la bebé, Jodi?â
âMe? Um . . . sure.â I peeked into the warm, fleece blankets Edesa put into my arms. The babyâs dark lashes lay against her fat cheeks, damp, dark curls wisping around her face. âThe babyâ . . . why did I always refer to her that way? She had a nameâGracie. For some reason, a lump tightened in my throat.
As the Yada Yadas arrived, they oohed and ahhed over the baby in my arms, plying Edesa for details. But Avis interrupted. âIâm sure Edesa doesnât want to have to repeat herself. Letâs go ahead and begin, and then weâll hear from Edesa first thing.â
After Avisâs brief prayer, Edesa brought the group up to date about Carmelita showing up at Manna House the day of the dedication, her disappearance on Thanksgiving and return, her tears and promises to stick with the detox program sheâd started last Monday . . . and now, gone again. Sheâd been missing more than twenty-four hours.
âWe went through the things in her room, hoping to find some clue to where she might have gone. ButââEdesaâs voice waveredââall we found was this.â She took an envelope out of her pocket and pulled out a single sheet of paper. Her lip trembled.
âHere.â Delores gently took the paper from Edesaâs hand. âI will read. It is written in Spanish.â The older woman frowned as she translated. ââ Por favor, if anything should happen to me, I give the care of my baby, Gracie Francesca Alfaro, to Edesa Reyes at Manna House.ââ Delores looked up. âIt is signed, âCarmelita Francesca Alfaro.ââ
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W hoa.â Stuâs eyes went wide. âDid you know about this, Edesa?â
Edesa shook her head. She reached over and tenderly W stroked the babyâs cheek with the back of her fingers. âI just hope we find your mama, niñita, â she whispered.
The sisters gathered around Edesa and the baby I was holding and prayed, pouring out their hearts for the young, lost mother and her abandoned baby. By the end of the prayers, weâd used up half a box of Floridaâs tissues.
The group also prayed for rapid healing of my sprained ankle, and for Becky and Little Andy as they prepared to move from the cocoon of the Hickman household to their own apartment. âThanks for the boxes, everybody,â Becky said sheepishly. âThough I wish Jodi hadnâtââ
âGive it a rest, Becky!â
âOkay, okay. Um, I hate to