on the porch, hugging herself against the cold. Itâs the easiest thing in the world to take her by the hand and draw her inside.
âItâs freezing out there,â I scold. âDid you walk from the station?â
âDrove,â she says through chattering teeth.
âCome in.â I tug her toward the kitchen and pray that Del wonât cause trouble.
âCocoa? Tea? Coffee?â
âCocoa sounds good,â she replies, and catches sight of Del. âHi. Iâm Laurel.â
Del nods and turns to me, eyebrows raised. When I turn away to busy myself with the saucepan, she says, âIâm Del.â
âNice to finally meet you.â Laurel smiles and the dimple comes out. âShare some cocoa?â
For a moment, Del studies the two of usâand then turns on her heel and bolts upstairs.
âSorry,â I say, passing Laurel a mug with an extra-big helping of marshmallow fluff. âSheâs having a rough time right now.â
âNo problem.â She warms her hands on the white stoneware. âNice kitchen.â
Sheâs never been here before. Never met my family, never seen my house. I feel bashful, letting her see this aspect of my life. And ashamed that I never shared it with her before today. How hard would it have been to bring her here for dinner? My parents know Iâm gay. My mom stopped asking about cute boys in my trainings sessions by the time I was thirteen, instead dropping gentle hints that if there was someone special, I was welcome to bring her home. Del has always known, cheerfully pointing out possible girlfriends and wondering who would be willing to date someone as uptight as me. I canât blame them.
I didnât bring Laurel home because it seemed too official. A statement about something I didnât want to draw attention to, and a statement to her about our futureâwhen I was already worried we didnât have one.
âMy mom likes to cook,â I say. âAre you hungry?â
âNope.â She takes a sip of the cocoa. âSweet.â
âSorry. Habit.â I forget that she doesnât Walk as much as I do, so frequency poisoning isnât a problem. âI can make you something else.â
âI didnât say it was bad. Just sweeter than I expected.â She licks at a bit of marshmallow fluff clinging to her lower lip, eyes laughing.
My hand slides across the island of its own accord, the tips of my fingers brushing hers.
âI hate to sound like my sister, but whatâs up? I wasnât expecting to see you. Not that Iâm complaining.â
She straightens and beams at me. âThis came through right before I left work tonight.â
She pulls a sheet of paper from her back pocket and unfolds it, smoothing the wrinkles. âInterrupted cleaving. This afternoon.â
âLattimer came in and spoke to Green. It looked like a big deal, so I found some extra work to do until she left, then pulled up the file. And voilà . Free Walkers in action.â
âYou shouldnât have done that. You could get in trouble.â
âToo late,â she singsongs. âAnyway, if we go now, we might be able to follow the trail.â
âThatâs Garnettâs job.â
âGarnettâs not here,â she replies. âAnd Iâm cuter.â
âTrue. But irrelevant.â
âGarnett didnât find this Echo,â she retorts. âI want in, Addie.â
I pause. This is a bad idea, but telling Laurel no after sheâs taken a risk for me seems like a slap in the face.
The old Laurel would have put this off. Waited to tell me until the next morning, so it didnât interfere with our plans. Sheâd had a tough time understanding that for Cleavers, work doesnât stay at the office.
The new Laurel brought the office to me.
âThis is your job,â she says, so low I can barely hear her. âThis is who you are. Iâm
Ruth Wind, Barbara Samuel