exhale. “Loads of people ride horses. It’s not a throwback. It’s a lifestyle.”
“But this is a modern cattle operation, isn’t it?”
“That’s right.”
“So why the horses? Aren’t their better ways to keep track of the cattle?”
“You mean ATVs?”
“I don’t know what I meant. I mean, I get that this is Texas and all that, but aren’t the horses a little…I don’t know…romantic? Old West? Nostalgic? You’ve done enough sit-ups. Let’s move on to push-ups.”
I groaned as I flipped myself over, trying to grab a few seconds’ rest with my response. “You might think horses are nostalgic, but that’s the way my parents wanted to run this place. They ranched because they loved it, and I guess they didn’t want ATVs. It seemed unnatural, it stressed the cattle out, and they enjoyed the exercise of riding horses when working the ranch.”
“Push-ups,” Hadley said impatiently, and I sighed as I complied with her endless, merciless demands. “You haven’t talked about your parents. Where are they?”
“Across the ranch, in a quiet corner of a field by the river.”
“A retirement home?”
“A family graveyard.”
“Jesus. Hunter, I’m sorry.”
“You didn’t say anything wrong.”
Hadley didn’t say anything for a while, letting me focus on my push-ups. They were so much harder than they regularly would’ve been, even if my arms were a little stronger than the rest of me because of my reliance on the crutches. It was less of a traditional exercise and more of a balancing act. I kept searching for my missing toes to join the others, helping propel me up and down, but they just weren’t there. I had to rely on the parts I had left to keep me moving, still uncomfortable with wearing the prosthesis on a regular basis.
“All of you Corbins are relatively young,” Hadley said hesitantly. “Chance can’t be much older than thirty or so…”
“He’s 35. It was a car crash that killed them.”
“I’m so, so sorry.”
“Again, nothing you did.”
“I’m expressing sympathy, Hunter.”
“Oh. Well, thanks, I guess. I don’t remember much about it. I was young. Please don’t say you’re sorry again.”
“So your parents made this ranch.”
“Nope. Inherited it. My dad’s great-grandparents.”
“So…this is a pretty big deal. A big family operation.”
“That it is.”
“Do you like ranching?”
“I haven’t ranched in a while.”
“But when you did, did you like it?”
“Yeah.”
“You don’t sound like you’re too thrilled about it.”
“I’m sweating balls and doing push-ups, Hadley!” I barked at her, every muscle in my body straining.
“You’re done with push-ups,” she said, ignoring my outburst. “Get some water.”
Goddamn. The last thing I wanted to do was heave myself to a standing position and hop over to the porch for the bottle of water, but Hadley was a tough taskmaster. Boot camp was a far-off memory, but I was having trouble deciding which was tougher—that training or Hadley’s rehab.
The water was still a little cool from the fridge, but it wouldn’t be for much longer. I drank whatever I thought my stomach would hold and splashed the rest on my face, whipping off my shirt to let it drip down my overheating core.
I opened my eyes to see Hadley squinting at me.
“Enjoying the show?” I joked.
“Just taking stock of everything we need to still do,” she fired back. “We need to put some meat back on your bones, Marine.”
I knew I still wasn’t in good fighting shape. I was a skeleton of my former self. Hadley was joking, but it still stung.
“I’ll get there,” I said wearily. “If you don’t kill me in the process.”
“What made you choose the Marines, anyway?”
“They’re the best.”
“Maybe, but better than the ranch?”
I squinted at her. “What are you getting at?”
“I’m not trying to get at anything. I was just making conversation. Sorry if I struck a nerve.”
Sometimes,