ought to be made so that you didnât have that horrible grinding noise.
On the whole, thought Gerda, as she began the ascent of Mersham Hill, this drive wasnât going too badly. John was still absorbed in thoughtâand he hadnât noticed rather a bad crashing of gears in Croydon. Optimistically, as the car gained speed, she changed up into third, and immediately the car slackened. John, as it were, woke up.
âWhat on earthâs the point of changing up just when youâre coming to a steep bit?â
Gerda set her jaw. Not very much farther now. Not that she wanted to get there. No, indeed, sheâd much rather drive on for hours and hours, even if John did lose his temper with her!
But now they were driving along Shovel Downâflaming autumn woods all round them.
âWonderful to get out of London into this,â exclaimed John. âThink of it, Gerda, most afternoons weâre stuck in that dingy drawing room having teaâsometimes with the light on.â
The image of the somewhat dark drawing room of the flat rose up before Gerdaâs eyes with the tantalizing delight of a mirage. Oh, if only she could be sitting there now.
âThe country looks lovely,â she said heroically.
Down the steep hillâno escape now. That vague hope that something, she didnât know what, might intervene to save her from the nightmare, was unrealized. They were there.
She was a little comforted as she drove in to see Henrietta sitting on a wall with Midge and a tall thin man. She felt a certainreliance on Henrietta, who would sometimes unexpectedly come to the rescue if things were getting very bad.
John was glad to see Henrietta too. It seemed to him exactly the fitting journeyâs end to that lovely panorama of autumn, to drop down from the hilltop and find Henrietta waiting for him.
She had on the green tweed coat and the skirt he liked her in and which he thought suited her so much better than London clothes. Her long legs were stuck out in front of her, ending in well-polished brown brogues.
They exchanged a quick smileâa brief recognition of the fact that each was glad of the otherâs presence. John didnât want to talk to Henrietta now. He just enjoyed feeling that she was thereâknowing that without her the weekend would be barren and empty.
Lady Angkatell came out from the house and greeted them. Her conscience made her more effusive to Gerda than she would have been normally to any guest.
âBut how very nice to see you, Gerda! Itâs been such a long time. And John!â
The idea was clearly that Gerda was the eagerly awaited guest, and John the mere adjunct. It failed miserably of its object, making Gerda stiff and uncomfortable.
Lucy said: âYou know Edward? Edward Angkatell?â
John nodded to Edward and said: âNo, I donât think so.â
The afternoon sun lighted up the gold of Johnâs hair and the blue of his eyes. So might a Viking look who had just come ashore on a conquering mission. His voice, warm and resonant, charmed the ear, and the magnetism of his whole personality took charge of the scene.
That warmth and that objectiveness did no damage to Lucy. It set off, indeed, that curious elfin elusiveness of hers. It was Edward who seemed, suddenly, by contrast with the other man, bloodlessâa shadowy figure, stooping a little.
Henrietta suggested to Gerda that they should go and look at the kitchen garden.
âLucy is sure to insist on showing us the rock garden and the autumn border,â she said as she led the way. âBut I always think kitchen gardens are nice and peaceful. One can sit on the cucumber frames, or go inside a greenhouse if itâs cold, and nobody bothers one and sometimes thereâs something to eat.â
They found, indeed, some late peas, which Henrietta ate raw, but which Gerda did not much care for. She was glad to have got away from Lucy Angkatell, whom she had found
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