plenty of things to tell Dolly too. She had sent one letter to her friend to tell her the situation when she first arrived home, but there had been no reply, and Gracie had assumed sadly that Dolly had found another friend and that the contact was broken. But now all that was changed.
Youâll never guess, gel
, Dolly wrote,
me and Jim are walking out proper now, and he can be a proper gent when he likes. Thatâs not so often, mind, but I ainât complaining. We went dancing up West the other night, though I had to be extra
nice to him for the privilege, if you know what I mean. Jim ainât really big on dancing, and him and Billy only went to the Palais that night on the look-out for a bit of skirt
.
Theyâre pulling down the Palais now, but they still ainât sure what caused the fire. Old Lawson reckons it was people smoking, but heâd say that anyway. Heâs got a new girl in your place now, name of Sheila, but sheâs not up to much, and I reckon heâll get rid of her soon. Heâs always shouting that heâs lost the best machinist in the place, meaning you, Gracie. We all miss you. Even Billy was asking about you the other night
.
Old Ma Warburtonâs increased my rent until I get somebody else to share the digs with me, but I ainât keen on finding anybody. I always liked sharing with you, so let me know when you can come back. Oh Gawd, I know what that means, and I hope your mum ainât too bad, Gracie, honest I do. I still want you to come back soon though
.
Your old friend
,
Dolly Neath
PS. I ainât seen nothing of your saxophone player
.
Gracieâs smile faded by the time she reached the end of the letter. She really wished Dolly hadnât mentioned Charlie, however obscurely. It brought it all back so sharply. In the same instant, she knew she was glad that she
had
mentioned him, if only to say she hadnât seen anything of him. But what had she thought? That he was going to appear miraculously in whatever dance-hall up West that she and Jim had gone to? Coincidences like that only happened in the movies or in books.
She wrote back straight away, because by doing so it felt as though she and Dolly were sharing confidences again in their poky little room at Ma Warburtonâs.
Dear Dolly
, she wrote,
I canât tell you how glad I was to hear from you. I thought youâd forgotten me. I know itâs not that long since I left London, but it seems like years. Iâm back in the old routine all right. My dad is still boozing, and Mumâs getting worse every day. The doctorâs as good as said she wonât last out the summer, and Iâm sorry if I sound gloomy, but itâs not much fun to watch somebody dying and know you canât do anything to help except just be there
â¦
Gracie was tempted to screw the letter up and start again. But she and Dolly had always been able to say anything to one another, so she carried on â¦
Iâm sure Iâll come back to London sometime. Mum wants me to do so, when itâs all over. Apart from looking after her, Iâm taking in dressmaking alterations, and not doing too badly. Mum likes the sound of the sewing machine. She says it makes her feel sheâs still in the land of the living
.
She paused again, her throat thick and then quickly changed the subject.
I daresay youâll be glad to hear I met an old friend recently. His nameâs Davey and heâs a sailor. We went to a dance before he went back to his ship and heâs going to write to me, so itâs not all misery here
.
I still think you should be careful as far as coalman Jim is concerned, Dolly. I thought he was a bit of a flash card. Remember me to Billy next time you see him
â
and the girls at Lawsonâs
â
and anybody else I know. Write again soon
.
Your friend
,
Gracie
.
She wouldnât go so far as to say
remember me to Charlie Morrison if you see him
, because it seemed
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