murder. Even in the normal world, you get copycat suicides. You get waves of the things. It hurts nothing to check it out.â But I was still worried, and still waiting for an opportunity not to do what I was being forced to do.
Nelson frowned at me.
âYouâre a convicted felon,â he said. âYou could infect my people with more than whatever Meyers had.â
I swallowed. Why did it always come down to that? âTrust me, it doesnât matter. If I know the Guild, youâre cracking down on all nonessential movement right now. People are going to be largely locked in their rooms anyway. Who am I going to infect at this point? And anyway, Iâd be exposed thirdhand. Thereâs no way Iâm contagious.â
My brain caught up and I realized then that I was arguing to do what Iâd just been threatened into. Blackmailed into. What was I thinking?
But I could get rid of my debt, of the power the Guild had against me, by investigating the death of a man who deserved the truth. Maybe I did believe in this. Maybe enough to risk madness, if Nelson was standing in front of me covering it up.
âWhat do you have to lose, Nelson?â I asked.
He sighed, and told Turner, âTake him back to his police friends. Iâll see you tonight,â he told me then. âI expect you to stay out of my way and not cause trouble. Or I will cash in that chip, and you will end up dead.â
âUnderstood,â I said. Oh, joy, I was caught in a power struggle of epic Guild proportions. For a dangerous cause I had nothing to do with. And, worse, I was late to work.
CHAPTER 5
Turner dropped me off in the Guild transport vehicle two blocks from the department. She opened up the car door in the back, gridded-off section. I got out, cautiously, feeling like a criminal in a way I hadnât since my drug convictions.
âNow, remember, I will pick you up tonight at five thirty,â she said. âI will have additional backup available. If you do not show on time, I will come and get you.â
âIâll be in the police station,â I said, huddling deeper in my coat against the wind. It seemed colder than usual today, colder than usual all month, actually.
âI will get a teleporter,â she said. âIâm not playing. Pack an overnight bag. You may or may not end up back here for your job. Rex and Nelson were both very specific. Guild first.â
âYeah, that seems to be a theme these days,â I said, and started the hike to the department, feeling like something the cat dragged in.
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I knocked on my bossâs doorframe, metaphorical hat in hand. Might as well head this off. Lieutenant Marla Paulsen didnât like being interrupted for anything short of an asteroid barreling toward the earthâbut neither would she accept silence when I was this late to work.
âHave a minute?â
She waved me in, pulling together a set of papers and putting them on top of an already overflowing stack. There were deep circles under her dark eyes, and the lines on her face had deepened, seemingly overnight. She was a young sixty-mumble black woman with high standards and endless energy, but today, she seemed older and somehow smaller. Judging from that and the general feel of exhaustion coming off her in Mindspace, Iâd be shocked if sheâd gotten any sleep at all last night. That made two of us.
âWeâve got final budget arguments this afternoon, and so far itâs not going well,â she said. âI have ten minutes at most, and that only because of the stunt you pulled yesterday. You realize you were over an hour late to work today. After you left hours early yesterday, with no information.â
âI left a message,â I said. âIâm here now.â
âAnd trust me, thatâs all thatâs keeping you in the job right now. Clark is angrier than I think Iâve ever
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