been white. He nodded. She sighed. âWeâll get white and whole wheat.â
As they approached the meat section she said, âWhat about dinners? Do they have decent fish here?â
âBeats me.â
âWhat do you eat?â she began, then held up a hand. âWait. Let me guess hot dogs and steak.â
He grinned. âWhat else?â
âYouâre going to die before youâre forty.â
âAs long as I donât do it while weâre sharing the apartment, it shouldnât bother you.â
âCouldnât we make a deal for the next few weeks? Iâll do the cooking and youâll try whatever I prepare.â
He glanced down at the groceries theyâd already collected. âOkay,â he said finally. âBut none of those funny looking green things.â
Gabrielleâs mind went blank. âFunny looking green things?â
âYou know, they look sort of like a cactus.â
âArtichokes?â
âYeah. Thatâs it.â
She bit back a laugh. âOkay. No artichokes. Anything else?â
âNo fish eggs.â
âI wouldnât dream of wasting caviar on you.â
âAnd we go out for pizza one night a week, so I wonât starve to death.â
Laughing, she held out her hand. âItâs a deal.â
After an instantâs hesitation, he took her hand. âDeal,â he said softly, his gaze locked with hers. It was not a look meant to be shared over raw hamburger. It spoke of candlelight and white damask napkins. Or maybe satin sheets.
She knew without any explanation that the truce had to do with far more than artichokes and caviar. Paul, a man whose life had probably been quite simple only a few days ago, was struggling to find the right balance fortheir complex and confusing relationship. That handshake was his renewed commitment to try.
* * *
But despite the pact in the grocery store, the day continued to have moments of high tension, moments when a glance threatened to turn into far more, moments when a casual remark took on added meaning. Paulâs edginess communicated itself to her until they were practically tiptoeing around the apartment to avoid offending each other.
Finally Gabrielle retreated to her room and sat down with the classified ads. Moments later she heard Paul leave the apartment. Her heart sank to the pit of her stomach, but she forced herself to concentrate on the ads. She already had two interviews lined up for the following morning. Both were for jobs sheâd heard about by word of mouth. Still she looked, circling one or two that sheâd at least call about.
âAnd what if these donât pan out?â she said aloud. âHow long are you going to wait before taking Paulâs advice and looking for something different?â
One more day, she promised herself finally.If Mondayâs meetings and calls failed to result in at least a strong possibility of a job offer, she would turn elsewhere. To remind herself of the commitment, she folded the classified section and placed it prominently where she couldnât miss it, propped against the mayonnaise jar of flowers that had barely survived the morningâs calamities with petals intact.
She decided it was time to replace them. A visit to the garden might also soothe her frazzled nerves and keep her out of Paulâs way. If he was going to growl around like an angry bear, it was definitely wise to stay out of his path.
Unfortunately he found her.
âWe need to talk,â he began at once, sitting down in the chair opposite her. He picked up one of the flowers sheâd cut and began stripping it of its petals.
âOkay,â she agreed cautiously, moving the remaining flowers out of reach. âWhat about?â
âOurâ¦â He hesitated, refusing to meet her eyes. âOur arrangement.â
âDoes that include an explanation aboutwhy youâve been in such a foul humor