you say?â Celena persisted.
âI asked him to teach me to play football.â
âWhy you ask him that?â Judy butted in.
âI donât know, girl.â
âSee, I told you not to let them know that you like them,â Celena reminded her.
Tracy was quickly getting annoyed. âShet up, Celena, because I donât even like him.â
Celena backed down.
Then Pam asked, âSo why you go to talk to him then?â
âââCAUSE I FELT LIKE IT!â Tracy snapped, squaring off in Pamâs face.
They all teamed up on Tracy.
âYou donât have to get all mad at us, just because he donât like you,â Judy said.
âI donât like him either!â Tracy shouted, balling up her fists in frustration. A gathering crowd pushed Pam into her. Tracy lashed out with a barrage of punches. She was a girl, but she played boxing with her dad, so she was good at using her fists.
Tracy was suspended three days for fighting. Patti was furious that evening. She had received a call at work about her daughter beating up a girl at recess. Patti had just been telling her companions at work how much of an angel her daughter was. She lied and said that Tracy had fallen ill at school when she received the call. âIt was probably an upset stomach or something,â Patti told them. She couldnât stand being embarrassed. Her sisters had embarrassed Patti throughout her life.
âWhat the hell is your problem, girl?â she huffed at her daughter once she had gotten home with her.
âIt wasnât my fault, mom, she was picking with me,â Tracy whined.
âAbout what?â
âI donât know. She just doesnât like me,â Tracy answered, lying herself. She held her hands in her lap, twitching nervously and refusing to look at her mother.
âYou look at me when Iâm talking to you!â Patti told her. Tracy looked up for an instant, hunching her shoulders in fear. âNow youâre telling me that this girl picked on you for no reason? Is that what youâre telling me?â
âY-e-e-e-s.â
Patti threw her hands to her hips. âGo on upstairs, girl, and do your homework. And you get no TV for the rest of this week.â
Tracy was disappointed with all the trouble she had gotten into, just to find out why some âdumb boyâ didnât like girls. She hated boys even more, with reason. She wished she had never been curious about it. Aaron was immature after all. He was no better than the rest of the boys. Yet he did tell her âno.â No one had ever turned Tracy down.
During one of her days home from school, Tracy played with her cousin Marcus while staying over at her Aunt Joyâs house. Marcus was two years old and fun to play with. After being with him, Tracy felt delighted that she would soon be having a little brother of her own.
Tracy hadnât seen some of her cousins for years. Their number had increased to ten. Tracy had only been with two of her four new cousins. They were all boys, except a baby girl that Marsha had had.
âCan I help you, Aunt Joy? My mom lets me help her,â she asked her aunt inside of the kitchen. Joyâs older children were off at school.
âNo, Iâm almost finished,â Joy told her, stirring dark brown beef gravy. âSo why were you fighting yesterday, princess?â her aunt asked her.
âBecause, this girl was teasing me.â
âShe was teasing you? What was she teasing you about?â
âBecause,â Tracy said with a helpless grin. Her aunt was trying to get the truth out of her.
âOh, Iâm beginning to see now,â Joy responded.
âSee what?â Tracy quizzed her.
Joy smiled at her with shiny white teeth. âYou were fighting over a little boy,â she said.
âNo I wasnât,â Tracy quickly responded, startled by it.
âCome on now, Tracy, you can tell me. I wonât tell
Ann Stewart, Stephanie Nash