she meant Sammy and Ulla rather than Max and Rita or possibly Max and Avery.
âAbsolutely,â I said with the enthusiasm of relief. âAbsolutely! Whenever you like.â
NINE
O n Friday morning over breakfast, Steve said, âI donât like the way Fionaâs just disappeared. Itâs like she never existed. You did write to her parents, didnât you?â
âYes. Of course! And to Hatch. Leah did, too. And I sent the addresses to Gabrielle and my father, not that heâll do anything, but Gabrielle will.â
âThereâs no funeral around here? Memorial service?â
âI looked online. Her parents are having a memorial service, but thatâs in California. There just has to be something at the hospital, Brigham and Womenâs, but maybe itâs private. I couldnât find it listed anywhere.â
âWe could make a donation. Do that, would you? Sorry to dump it on you.â
I refilled our coffee cups. âItâs OK. Itâs better than OK. Itâs a good idea. Iâll send something to the hospital in her memory.â
âYou know, Holly, if itâd been one of our dogs . . .â
âDonât say that! But youâre right. Weâd be flooded with calls and cards and email. Maybe her parents are getting that kind of support, and we donât know about it. I hope they are. And Hatch, too.â
âNot from his own family.â
âSteve, we donât know that, either. This could be the face they show to the world. Some people believe in a brave front.â
He turned his attention to what was left of his scrambled eggs and toast. Eventually, he said, âIt bothers me that Fiona left from here. From our house.â
âSteve, I donât like it, either. And I especially donât like it that she had that accident so soon after she left. Nashua is . . . maybe itâs an hour away. Less? Thatâs practically no time! But Iâve been over it again and again in my mind, and Fiona had almost nothing to drink. She had one small glass of wine when she first got here, and after that, she had a big dinner. With no more wine. And what I found online said that alcohol was not involved. She did take an antihistamine, but she was a doctor. She had to have known what she was taking. And she wasnât just any doctor. She was a young doctor finishing a residency at Brigham and Womenâs. Itâs one of the best hospitals in the country. In the world! She of all people wouldâve known not to take something that would make her drowsy.â
âA moose, maybe. Or a deer.â
Collisions with moose and deer are fairly common in northern New England. But Fiona had hit a tree. I said so. âOf course,â I added, âshe couldâve swerved to avoid wildlife. But that doesnât account for why sheâd left the highway. What I read on the web was that the accident took place on an exit ramp. Or maybe just off the ramp. I wondered whether she was afraid that she was falling asleep. Or maybe she felt sick.â
âIt couldnât have been the food. The rest of us were fine.â
âAnd if sheâd felt dangerously ill, youâd think sheâd have called for help. She mustâve had a cell phone.â
âFor all we know, she did call.â
âThe news report didnât mention that.â
âIf itâs not on Google, it didnât happen?â
I laughed. âExactly. And itâs also possible that she was just looking for a ladiesâ room. But I may know more later. Sammy has a play date with Ulla at three oâclock. Iâm not going to ask for details, but Vanessa may say something.â I thought for a moment and said, âSomething such as, âThanks for offering the lasagne that my unmannerly daughter was rude enough to refuseâ.â
Weirdly enough, as it turned out, at three oâclock that afternoon when