and out of his head.
He watched with half-closed eyes as Joan came into the room. He was testy and hungry. He didnât want her there. He needed a man to help him.
âAh, good, youâre awake,â Sinjun said, giving him a smile that lit up the bedchamber. âHow do you feel?â
He grunted.
âShould you like me to shave you? I shaved Tysenâs head once while Ryder held him down. Not more than ten years ago. I could try, and I would be very careful.â
âNo.â
âThe strangest thing, Colin, thereâs a man downstairs who claims heâs your cousin.â
That brought him bolt upright in the bed. The covers fell to his belly and he could but stare ather. Which cousin? None of his cousins knew he was here, did they? Ah, MacDuff did.
âThatâs not possible,â he said, and fell back to the pillows. Sinjun was looking at the line the covers made below his waist. She swallowed. He was so beautiful, all hard and long, black hair covering his chest, ah, but it narrowed to a soft black trail and disappeared beneath the covers. He was too thin, she could see his ribs, but that would change.
âYou must stay warm,â she said, and pulled the covers up to his shoulders, even though she wanted to pull them to his feet and look at him for six hours at least.
âJoan, youâre not jesting? MacDuff is here?â
She blinked. âMacDuff? He didnât give me his name, just said he was your favorite cousin. MacDuff, as in Shakespeareâs MacDuff?â
âYes. As boys, we all called him MacCudââ
âAs in a Scottish cow?â
He grinned. âThatâs it. His real name is Francis Little, absurd for someone of his height, breadth, and width, so we chose MacDuff for him when we were boys. As I recall, he threatened to smash us in the dirt if we didnât stop calling him MacCud and change it to MacDuff.â
âIt fits him better than Francis Little, which isnât at all right for a man with a chest the width of a tree trunk. MacDuff! Thatâs very clever, Colin. I imagine you devised that name. You know, heâs got the reddest hair and no freckles. His eyes are as blue as a summer skyââ
âHis eyes are just the same shade as yours. Stop your rhapsodizing about my bloody giant of a cousin. Bring him up.â
âNo,â Sinjun said. âNot until youâve eaten your breakfast. Ah, hereâs Finkle right now. Heâll assist you with other matters as well. I will be back in afew minutes and help you eat.â
âI donât need your help.â
âCertainly not, but you will enjoy my company, wonât you?â
He just looked at her. She smiled at him, kissed his closed mouth lightly, and nearly danced from the room.
She turned at the doorway. âShould you like to marry me tomorrow?â
He gave her a look that held irritation rather than shock, and said, âYou would have a memorable wedding night. I would be lying dead to the world at your side and that would be it.â
âI shouldnât mind. We have the rest of our lives together.â
âI refuse to wed you until I can bed you properly.â It was a stupid thing for him to say, he realized. He needed to wed her in the next hour, if it were possible. Time was growing short. He desperately needed her money.
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Sinjun sat back, watching the two cousins talk. They were speaking quietly, so she couldnât understand them, nor did she really want to eavesdrop, something at which she was really quite accomplished. With three older brothers, sheâd learned at a very young age that most information kept from her, wicked or otherwise, was best discovered through a keyhole. She looked out the window down into the enclosed garden. It was a cool day, but the sky was clear and blue and the flowers and plants in the garden were in full bloom. She heard Colin laugh and looked up, smiling.