mascara around her blue eyes was thick as soot.
She pushed through the crowd like a linebacker. âGod almighty,â she said instead of hello. âThat was the worst flight of my life. The child next to me should be institutionalized.â
Nothing was ever in between to Jamie; it was either the best or the worst.
She kissed Elizabethâs cheek. âHi, Mom. You look tired. Whereâs Dad?â
Elizabeth laughed. âThanks, honey. Your dad had to stay behind for a day. Some big story.â
âGee, what a shock.â Jamie barely paused for a breath and started talking again. âCould they
put
more seats in that plane? I mean, really. When the guy in front of me leaned back, my tray dropped down and almost snapped my jaw off. And you have to be Calista Flockhart to get out of your seat.â
Jamie was still talking when they pulled up to the house.
Daddy and Anita must have heard the car drive up (theyâd probably been standing at the window for the last thirty minutes, waiting impatiently); they were already on the porch, holding hands, grinning.
Jamie bounded out of the car, hair flying, arms outstretched. She launched into her grandfatherâs open arms.
Elizabeth and Stephanie gathered the bags together and followed her.
âStephie,â Anita said, teary-eyed, taking her granddaughter in her arms.
After a quick round of
hello-we-missed-you-how-was-your-flight?
they all went inside.
The house smelled like Christmas; fresh-cut evergreen boughs draped the mantel and corkscrewed up the banisters; the cinnamony scent of newly baked pumpkin pies lingered in the air. On every table, vanilla-scented candles burned in cut crystal votive containers. There were artifacts of the girlsâ childhoods everywhereâclay Christmas trees that leaned like the Tower of Pisa, papier-mâché snowmen covered in glitter and acrylic paint, egg cartons cut into nativity sets.
They spent the rest of the day talking and playing cards, wrapping presents and shaking the packages already under the tree. By midafternoon, Stephanie and Anita had disappeared into the kitchen to make homemade dressing and a bake-ahead vegetable casserole.
Elizabeth stayed in the living room, playing poker for toothpicks with Jamie and Daddy.
âSo, missy,â Daddy said, puffing on his pipe as he studied his cards. âHowâre things at Georgetown?â
Jamie shrugged. âHard.â
That surprised Elizabeth. Jamie
never
admitted that anything was difficult, not this child who wanted to climb Everest and publish haiku and swim in the Olympics.
âJamie?â she said, frowning. âWhatâs wrong at school?â
âDonât lapse into melodrama, Mom. Itâs just a tough quarter, thatâs all.â
âHowâs Eric?â
âThat is
so
over. I dumped him two weeks ago.â
âOh.â Elizabeth felt oddly adrift suddenly, unconnected. Once sheâd known every nuance in her daughtersâ lives; now boyfriends appeared and disappeared without warning. In the other room, the phone rang and was answered. âAre you seeing anyone else?â
âHellâs bells, Birdie. Who gives a ratâs hindquarters about boys? Howâs the swimming, thatâs what matters. Are we gonna get seats to see you at the next Olympics?â
Jamie had vowed to win Olympic Gold when she was eleven years old. The day sheâd won her first race at the Ray Ember Memorial Pool.
âOf course,â she answered, smiling brightly.
But there was something wrong with that smile, something off. Before Elizabeth could say anything, Anita walked into the room, heels clacking on the floor. She was holding the cordless phone to her ample breast.
âBirdie, honey, itâs Jack.â
Elizabeth knew instantly: bad news.
Elizabeth hadnât slept well. All night, sheâd tossed and turned on her side of the bed. Finally, at about five a.m., she gave up, got