Guides Association and apparently an extremely qualified climber.
According to the report, Autumn had gone to the University of Seattleâpartly on scholarship, partly school loansâgraduated at the top of her class and then went on to get her teaching degree.
In a subparagraph, her relationship with a guy in college named Steven Elliot was mentioned and two other men with whom sheâd had brief affairs, neither of them recent. Pete was extremely thorough.
Ben almost smiled. From the looks of the report, Autumn hadnât dated a lot. He didnât believe for a minute she hadnât been asked.
There was something about Autumn Sommers, something that reached out and snagged a manâs interest. She might not be a buxom blonde with a movie star face, or an exotic, olive-skinned brunette, but with her silky russet curls, green cat-eyes and tight little body, in a different sort of way the woman was sexy as hell.
Ben ignored the unwanted shot of desire that came with the thought, just as he had the surprising physical attraction he had felt for her the moment she had walked into his office. He had clamped down hard on it then, certain she was some kind of crazy. But tonight, when he had seen the quick flash of tears in her eyes, he had felt the pull again.
Autumn was different from the women he dated. She seemed more passionate about life, more vital. If he was honest with himself and circumstances were different, he wouldnât mind taking Autumn Sommers to bed.
It wasnât going to happen. Though Peteâs report showed nothing out of the ordinary, past or present, it didnât mean he could trust her. She could be the worldâs smoothest charlatan or simply a nutcase who believed what she was telling him was real.
He made a note to call Pete in the morning to have him check whether Autumn had really made a trip to the prison in Sheridan, find out if she had actually talked to Meeks. In fact, if she had, he would have Pete go up there himself, see if he could confirm what Meeks had said about Molly.
The name whispered though his head as he hadnât allowed it to in years. What if Molly were actually alive? Sheâd be twelve years old on August first. If she was alive, what horrors had she suffered in the years since she had been taken? Had she been abused? Molested? Brutalized in some terrible way?
God, he couldnât bear to think that she was being mistreated. It was one of the reasons, after the long, hopeless search, he had grasped onto the theory that she had been murdered by Meeks. Better to think her dead than alive and suffering.
But the Sommers woman had raised that possibility and he realized that whatever had happened to Molly over the years didnât matter. If she was alive, he just wanted her home, back where he could take care of her and heal whatever wounds she might have suffered.
A memory arose of the last day he had seen her, standing in the door to his study.
âDaddy! Daddy will you come out to my dollhouse and play with me?â
He was busy. There was always so much to do. But he always made time for Molly.
âAll right, angel, what shall we play?â Scooping her up in his arms, he carried her toward the door leading out to the backyard.
âLetâs have a tea party!â Molly said, hugging his neck. A make-believe tea party was her favorite pastime.
âOkay, but you have to pour.â
Molly giggled and rested her head on his shoulder.
Ben closed his eyes against the memory. During the first years after his daughterâs disappearance, he had thought of that day a thousand times. But in the past several years, he had learned to block the memories. They were simply too painful, too destructive.
Now, because of Autumn Sommers, the memory had returned. Ben ignored the burning behind his eyes, leaned back in his chair and fought not to give in to his grief.
Seven
A utumn didnât hear from Ben on Tuesday. He didnât call
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