Why not? Because he thought I killed Ada?
If not, who did he think was the murderer?
Jamie was standing by me. When Whitney glared at me in the hall at school, Jamie glared right back at her. Lewis believed in me too.
And I wanted Nate to trust me. I really did. I needed someone to rely on, and I hoped that someone was Nate.
The doorbell rang. Jamie and Lewis were at a movie. Danny was staying with a friend. Jamieâs parents were out too. I was the only one home.
I ran down the stairs and pulled open the front door.
Nate had a smile on his face. But when he saw me, his eyes went wide and his mouth dropped open.
I realized he was staring at my chest. âNate? Whatâs wrong?â I asked.
âThat pendant,â he said, pointing. âWhere did you get it?â
My hand went to the necklace. âI made it,â I said. âWhy? Whatâs wrong with it?â
He didnât answer. He grabbed it gently and smoothed his hand over it. The pendant was made of silver wire with blue glass cut to look like jewels.
âItâs not old?â he asked finally. He let go of it and took a step back.
âNo. I told you. I made it,â I said.
It was a cold, blustery kind of night, black storm clouds low in the sky. Nate stood there with his denim jacket open, a black T-shirt underneath. âArenât you cold?â I said.
I stepped aside and motioned for Nate to come into the house. I closed the door behind him. He was still studying the pendant.
âIt just looks old,â I said. âI copied the design from old photos of Angelica Fear.â
He swallowed. âYou did? You have photos of Angelica Fear?â
I nodded. âWell, yes. I told you Iâve studied the history of the Fears. It is my family, after all.â I tugged his arm. âWant to see the photos of her?â
âFor sure,â he said.
I led him up to my room in the attic. He looked around, ducking his head under the slanting ceiling. âCozy,â he said. He grabbed my arms and tried to pull me on top of him on the bed.
âHey, I thought you wanted to see old photos,â I said.
He kissed me. We kissed for a while. I held the sides of his face, held him there, needing him, needing someone to care about me.
Then, breathless, I pulled away and dropped down to my file drawer. He sat on the bed and watched me as I searched for the Angelica Fear photos.
âHere.â I handed both of them to him. âThe date on the back says eighteen ninety-five. Theyâre pretty faded. I had to tape that one back together. It kinda crumbled.â
He studied the first photo for a long time, then moved to the second one. âThatâs the amulet,â he murmured.
âDo you know about it?â I asked.
He didnât answer. Just stared from one photo to the other.
âAngelica Fear was obsessed with immortality,âI said. âI read a lot about her. She was one of the most interesting Fearsâand one of the most evil. She was into all kinds of witchcraft and sorcery. She did a lot of experiments, trying to bring dead people back to life. She said she would live forever. She told people she had found the secret.â
Nate finally put down the photos. He gazed at me. I didnât know if heâd heard a word I said. âWhy did you copy her amulet?â he asked.
I shrugged. âI just thought it was kinda cool. You know. Mysterious looking. I was really into jewelry-making for a while. Jamie isnât the only artistic one in the family.â
He turned back to the amulet. âDid Angelica wear it because it had magical powers? Was that her secret for living forever?â
I shrugged. âBeats me. Maybe she thought it had powers. I didnât read about that anywhere.â
I turned the amulet over in my hand. âDo you believe in that supernatural stuff, Nate?â
He snickered. A strange smile spread over his face. âI may know more about the