choose to walk away from Him  ⦠and that anyone has the right to decide for herself that He doesnât even exist. In my opinion, theyâd be wrong, but thatâs because of what I believe, and I have no right to require them to share my belief or to condemn them if they donât. Thatâs really what this war is all about from the inner circleâs perspective, giving human beings back the right to choose .â
âBut ⦠but if it was all a fabrication, look at all the horrible things the Book of Schueler requires. How could God let them twist things that badly just to support a lie?!â
âWhen people have freedom of choice, some of them will make bad choices,â Nahrmahnâs hologram said quietly. âI speak from a certain personal experience. There are things I did before Cayleb and Sharleyan were kind enough to conquer Emerald that I look back upon with enormous regret. And I feel that regret now , Mistress Ghatfryd, long after learning the truth about Langhorne and the other âArchangels.â The truth is, I feel it because learning the truth about them made me re-examine what I truly believed. What I believed, not what Iâd ingested unquestioningly from childhood through Mother Churchâs teachings.
âMaikel believes that what weâre seeing now here on Safehold is God moving in the world to restore the true knowledge of Him which was lost when all the rest of the human race was destroyed, and perhaps heâs right. I think his brother, Baron Rock Point, is less certain God even exists, much less that Heâs taking a personal interest in anything that happens here on Safehold. If the two of them âbrothers who grew up together, who love each other deeply, who would die to protect one anotherâcan fail to see eye-to-eye on every aspect of faith, God, and Godâs will, certainly thereâs plenty of room for the rest of us to seek our own best understanding. Some of us will make mistakes, and some of us will willfully turn away from what we secretly suspect is the right thing to do, and that, too, is our right. Our God-given right. As Maikel says, either He doesnât exist at all, in which case whether or not we believe in Him is moot, or Heâs great enough to understand us in all our fallibility. But if He does exist and He didnât want us to exercise free will, He would never have given it to us in the first place.â
âThe truth is,â Merlin said slowly, âas much as I hate to admit Langhorne might not have been a completely and totally vile human being. No one can read the Writ with an open mind and not see all of the good things it was also trying to accomplish.â
Sandaria looked at him with manifest surprise, and he grimaced.
âDonât think it was easy for me to accept that. I knew the peopleâmost of the peopleâthe Writ demonizes. I know what happened to them, and I see all the lies incorporated into it. And despite that, there are whole chapters of the Book of Bédard and even the Book of Langhorne with which I find myself in complete agreement. Not just because they make internal sense, but because they represent exactly what Iâve always believed God wants of His children. Langhorne wanted to create a system, a structure, which would prevent humanity from ever developing the technology which might lead to a second encounter with the Gbaba. He was willing to do anything to accomplish that, and in the process, he robbed generation after generation of knowledge which might have prevented disease, prevented starvation, or taken millions of Harchongese and Desnairian serfs out of the worst sort of bondage. I canât even begin to describe all the things he stole from every single person ever born on Safehold. The recon skimmers that brought you here, all the things youâve seen in the Caveâall of that is only a tiny part of what was denied to you, to your
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