slightly.
âDid Mom tell you?â
âYour mother has many wonderful gifts, but reticence is not one of them,â he murmured, âand donât you dare tell her I said so.â He glanced sidelong at his daughter. âYou will always be that seven-year-old girl running wild through this garden, chasing the skunk just to make it spray, because you were one of the few people in the world who loved the smell. You will be forever ten, coming to me with the injured cardinal cupped in your hand. I will always remember you in your Communion dress, and your prom dress, and your graduation gown. I will never be disappointed in you. Youâve always made me proud, sweetheart. Always.â
Stephanie rested her head on her fatherâs shoulder and remained silent, unwilling to trust herself to speak.
âDo you want to talk about it?â
Stephanie drew in a deep lungful of the icy December air. âThe fatherâs name is Robert Walker. Heâs sixteen years older than I am and runs a small production company in Boston. And heâs married. With two children,â she added.
âStill married?â Matt asked quietly.
âStill married. I know this goes against everything youâve taught us and everything you believe in, Dad. But I fell in love with him. I allowed myself to fall in love with him, because he told meâand, in his defense, he genuinely believed it at the timeâthat his wife was no longer interested in him.â
âBut he didnât leave his wife?â
âNo. No, he didnât.â She sighed. âLast weekend I told him he had to choose.â She shrugged. âAnd he chose me. Told me heâd leave his wife after Christmas, that weâd be together. There was about forty-eight hours, Dad, when I was never happier.â
âLet me guess,â Matt said, not looking at her, squinting out at the snow-capped field, now losing definition as the world drifted into night. âThe wife shows up?â
âThe wife shows up.â She turned to look at her father. âHow did you know?â
âMust have been something fairly dramatic that drove you back home on Christmas Eve. I canât think of anything more dramatic than that.â
âShe showed up yesterday. And then Robert turned up a little later.â
Matt Burroughsâs lips curled in a tight smile. âThat must have been awkward.â
âYou have no idea. I found out that she still loved him. And talking to her made me really understand what my future with Robert would be like. So . . . I made him go back to his wife.â
âHow did he feel about that?â
Stephanie blinked in surprise. âI donât know. I didnât ask him. I suppose I thought since they both know thereâs a problem, surely they can work together to figure it outâget some counseling or something.â
âAnd now?â
âI donât know what to do. If Iâm pregnant, Iâll need to keep in touch with him.â
âWhy?â Matt asked seriously.
âBecause . . . ,â Stephanie began and then stopped. Sheâd no idea why. âIt just seems right. For me, for him . . . and for the baby.â
Matt nodded. Then he asked Stephanie what she had been asking herself for months. âDoes he love you?â
âI think so,â she said eventually.
Matt stood up and fixed the blanket over his daughterâs shoulders again. Then he leaned down and kissed the top of her head. âThere are some questions that are like math problems. There should be no equivocation: only one answerâin the positive or the negative. So, Iâll ask you again: Does he love you?â
The twilight cast long shadows on the snow, turning the pristine whiteness to gray. The familiar lines of the backyard were disappearing into the gloom. High and clear in the cold air, she heard a childâs voice, raised in delighted laughter, the sound pure