this one.â Bert clucked his tongue. âPretty Gibby.â He smacked his kisses again, and the bird stretched out its neck. It warbled in its throat with a funny little cry that I had never heard before from any bird.
âI know, I know,â said Bert. He piled the box on the trolley, gave the bird a little tickle, then eased its head through the flap and closed the door. He turned to me. âLots of searchlights, sir? Flak was âeavy?â
I tried to make a joke. âHe told you that, I guess.â
âIn âis little way,â said Bert. âYes, sir. If Gibby comes âome uneasy, singing âis little worry song, I know itâs been tough on âim, sir.â
âI
was
a little bit scared,â I told him.
âNo shame in that, Iâm sure,â said Bert. âThe first op scares the willies out of people. For some blokes itâs too much. They see the flak and the fires, and they never get over it. The pigeons are the same way, sir. Iâve seen some go bonkers their first time up.â
I felt a great relief just then. If even old Bert knew that ops were terrifying, maybe there was nothing wrong with me.
No other wireless operators were coming with their boxes, so I didnât mind lingering for a while, in the dark, with the filthy pigeoneer. I moved toward the trolley, hoping to find a place to sit, and nearly stepped on a pigeon that was loose on the ground. It startled me with its sudden flurry of wings, and went whistling past my face to perch on the pigeoneerâs shoulder.
âAh, Percy,â said Bert. âPoor old chap; âeâs probably been standing at attention down there all this time, âoping we would see âim.â
I leaned back on the boxes. âDo you always let him fly around?â
âAt night I do,â said Bert. âSafe enough at night. âEâs my little pet, old Percy.â
The pigeon cooed, a happy sound.
âIs everyone âome, sir?â asked Bert.
I shook my head, and his face went pale. âWhoâs missing, sir?â
â
E for Eagle
isnât back,â I told him.
âNo!â He actually staggered sideways. Percy fluttered away, flying a circuit and bump to land again in the same spot. âNot that one, sir. There must be some mistake. Thatâs Jesse, sir. Twenty ops.
Twenty
ops, sir.â
I was surprised that Bert knew any of the fliers. I said, âWas he a good pilot?â
âNot the
pilot,
sir. The pigeon! Jesse Owens, fast as fire, sir. Nearly as fast as Percy. That black Morris that races about, that little car? Jesse can outrun it, sir. Like it was standing still. Jesse canââ His big, square face collapsed.
âCould,â
he said. âJesse
could.
â
His fists suddenly clenched. âYou bastard!â he screamed. âDonât you see what youâre doing? Donât you care?â
âWho are you shouting at?â I asked.
âAt âim!â Bert pointed at the air. âThe man upstairs!â
He was so big that he scared me. He was like the giant in my old storybooks, gentle one moment, fierce as God the next.
Just as suddenly, he was himself again. He hung his head, flicked a white spiral of droppings from his sleeve, and sighed. âIâd better be off, sir,â he said. âBefore they âear me down in High Wycombe. Iâll get the pigeons âome. Get my letter written. I always write to the breeder, sir, when a pigeon gets the chop.â He saluted again, and slouched off to the front of his trolley. âYou âave a good sleep, sir,â he told me.
I started back toward the huts, but Bert was still talking. âIâm going to fly them tomorrow,â he said. âWould you like to come, sir?â
He caught me by surprise. If Lofty or Will had asked me that, I would have had to be wary, careful to make sure that I could fit into whatever we did or wherever we