and thatâs never pretty. Unless itâs pretty boring.â
Avery laughed. âOkay, if it will save you from boredom, what do you want to know?â
âWhat brought you here for the summer?â
âThe chance to spend some time alone with Curt.â
Polly felt a little confused. âAlone? In a house full of people?â
âPeople, yes. Parents, and other members of his band, no,â Avery explained.
âHow long have you been together?â
âThree years, ever since my mom died.â
âOh, Iâm sorry.â
Avery put her hand on Pollyâs arm. âNo need to be sorry. Itâs okay. She was sick for a long time, and itâs been a while now and Iâm okay with it.â
âI donât think Iâd ever be okay with it,â Polly said.
Avery shook her head. âYou donât know what you can live through until you do.â
Neither of them said anything else for a few minutes. They finished with the clams, then walked to a vegetable vendor. Polly picked the lettuce and tomatoes while Avery selected several fat, white mushrooms.
âProbably not the kind of âshrooms Lucas likes, but heâll have to make do,â Avery joked.
âDo you really think he smokes that bong?â Polly asked.
âWhy would he have it?â Avery asked.
âI donât know,â Polly said. âSomehow, it just doesnât seem to fit. Itâs like the dreadlocks. Iâm just not sure they go with the person, you know?â
Avery moved toward the avocados. âI know what youâresaying. Itâs like we only see part of him or something, like heâs some sort of shadow.â
âExactly!â Polly said, glad to have someone help her put her feelings into words. âWell, I guess weâve got all summer to figure him out.â
âIf he lets us,â Avery said while paying for the vegetables.
They left the market, Polly carrying the bag of clams and Avery carrying the vegetables. There was still about a half hour before they were supposed to meet everyone back at the house. The day had been really hot. Polly wiped the sweat off her brow and looked at her watch. âWe should be getting back pretty soon.â
âWe have to pick up the drinks first,â Avery said, nodding toward a convenience store. The window was covered with signs advertising Corona, Bud Lite, Heineken, and all sorts of other drinks. âWhat do you want to get?â Avery asked.
âI like Coke,â Polly said.
âWe have to get some alcohol, donât you think?â Avery asked as she pulled her hair up into a bun on top of her head. âOur housemates are going to get bent out of shape if we donât. What do you think, beer or wine coolers for a clambake?â
âUh, uh, the wine coolers, I guess.â
Avery gave her a funny look. âHave you had beer?â
âNo,â Polly admitted, and felt her face grow warm.
âYouâre not missing out on much,â Avery said, wrinkling her nose. âWeâll go with wine coolers.â
Polly glanced at the store and the large sign that said, ABSOLUTELY NO ALCOHOL WILL BE SOLD TO ANYONE UNDER 21 . She scowled. âHow? We canât buy alcohol. Weâre both underage.â
Avery smiled. âLeave it to me. You get the soda; Iâll get the other stuff. When weâre in that store, act like you donât know me.â
Polly felt her stomach start to flip-flop. Thereâs no way weâre going to get away with this, she thought. All her life sheâd been terrified of doing anything wrong, anything that might result in getting caught. Right now she wanted to run away as fast as she could.
But Avery went in and, after a minute, Polly followed and headed straight for the refrigerated cases of soda. She managed to get the bag of vegetables into her left arm and clutched two two-liter bottles of Coke to her chest with her right