Under no circumstances would he ever directly suggest that the numbness in Sonnyâs hands might be the result of repressed memories or posttraumatic stress. He knew better than to pursue that conversation, even though recent studies were profound. One in particular, a study of Cambodian refugees living in Long Beach, California, suggested a direct link between posttraumatic stress and hysterical blindness among older women whoâd watched the Khmer Rouge butcher their husbands or children. After seeing the unthinkable, their eyes had simply stopped seeing.
But Christensen couldnât suggest anything that would lead Sonny in any particular direction. To initiate a discussion about Sonnyâs childhood traumas could skew Sonnyâs recollections, and the last thing Christensen needed was to be accused of luring Sonny into repression therapy. That was happening too often, with reckless therapists allowing false memories to take root and grow. Which is bad enough in the privacy of the therapistâs office, but even worse when the cops use those memories as the basis of a criminal prosecution.
Upstairs, a door slammed with rattling force. Melissa was off the phone.
âThank you,â he called.
He did intend to plant
one
seed with Sonny, though. To gauge the young manâs suggestibility, he intended to work into their initial conversation a detailed description of a memorable moment from Sonnyâs life. It would be emotional, vividâand entirely fictional. Then heâd wait. If that false memory turned up in a subsequent conversation with Sonny, and if Sonny treated it as a real memory, Christensen intended to go no further. He would tell Downing that Sonnyâs recovered memories would be too unreliable for meaningful therapy and, he assumed, utterly vulnerable to cross-examination, if it ever came to that. At that point, he would end his role in Downingâs investigation with a clear conscience.
Christensen cleared his throat and dialed. The phone rang only once. âHello, my name is Jim Christensen and Iâm returningââ
âYeah, hi.â A young manâs voice, gentle, a little unsure.
âIs this Sonny Corbett?â
âYou called back right away,â he said. âI didnât think you would.â
Christensen tried to conjure an image from the sound of the voice. He saw a young Art Garfunkel. âActually, Iâve been expecting your call since I talked to Grady Downing earlier this week. He told me about the numbness in your hands. I hear youâre a swimmer, and numbness has to be pretty awkward. Grady thought maybe I could help.â
âItâs weird is what it is,â the voice said. âBeen to two or three doctors, plus my trainer. None of them can figure it out, because after a while the numbness just goes away until the next time. I told my trainer I was thinking about calling you. He said, âWhat the hell. Weâve tried everything
but
a shrink.ââ
Christensen laughed. âThe last hope of lost causes. Iâll take it as a compliment. You must swim competitively, then?â
âNot on a team or anything.â
Christensen tried to make sense of that, then decided to push on. âSo whatâs it feel like?â
âYou ever sleep on your hands?â Sonny said after a long pause.
âLike when one just goes dead in the middle of the night and you have to move it around with the other one until it finally starts to tingle again?â
âLike that,â Sonny said. âExcept it can happen anytime, and sometimes it stays like that for hours.â
âDoes it ever happen when youâre swimming?â
âMostly. I swim a lot.â
Christensen considered the predicament of a swimmer with useless hands. âBut youâre able to get to the side of the pool okay?â
âI can get out of the water, if thatâs what you mean.â
âHave you ever pegged it