motives. He said, âYou realize, Ethel, that this is the one and only time?â
âI know, Louis.â
âEven if I wanted to, it would be no good trying to do another of Jameyâs plots. Do you remember Three Men on a Horse? The guy who could pick winners in races? Remember that he guessed them every time while he wasnât betting himself, but when they forced him to bet on his own hunches, the magic was gone?â He told himself that by saying, âThis is it, this is the one and only,â he was pulling out, pulling up short.
Ethel pretended that he had pulled out; she said solemnly, âI remember, Louis.â She asked him idly, as if it didnât matter one way or another, âIs your conscience so very delicate, Louis?â
Louis remembered Jamey asking him whether he was âintensely moral.â âNot my conscience, Ethel, my subconscious, my subconscious would keep me from writing anything decent, so no more of this!â
âJust as you say, Louis.â She submitted. âWhat are you writing, by the way? I see your light on at all hours.â
âJust stuff.â
âStuff?â
âJameyâs been giving me a lot of stuff, his life, what itâs taught him, from childhood on. I decided to get it all down to use for that interview, but it will be a four-hundred-page interview if I keep going, more like a biography.â
Ethel spoke very quietly. âHave you told Jamey about writing this?â
âNo, I havenât.â He didnât want to tell Jamey that he considered his every syllable worthy of putting down for posterity. He was ashamed of his real affection for the old man, his real respect. Because he was also ashamed of having Ethel discover his respect and affection, he changed the subject. âTalking about my writing, Ethel, I would like that longhand manuscript of the story.â
âLet me keep it, Louis. I want to keep it with me.â
âFor a souvenir?â
âFor a souvenir.â She thought: You wonât give me anything else to remember you by. She thought: If you go, youâll forget me, youâll never think of Ethel again.
âOh, come on, Ethel! I looked through your room for that âsouvenir.â Where is it?â
She hugged her body with her arms, pretending a sudden chill, thinking: I know you looked through my room, darling. You touched my pillow, my blanket. Iâll never let that pillowcase be laundered, darling. Oh, Louis, Jamey is a fool not to help you to go, but itâs different with me. Her body, hugged by her arms, felt strong, felt stanch and bold and warm. She let her arms drop to her sides. âI hid it because it wouldnât be safe keeping it around.â
Louis didnât believe that for a minute, but he didnât know what he could do about it. She had her âsouvenir,â all right, tied in blue ribbon. He could only hope that she intended to keep it to show her grandchildren.
CHAPTER SIX
May was over. One by one, the old houses closed in the city of Charleston. Everybody who could afford to, and some who could not, moved away for the hot season, to the beaches and to the cooler high places, and this was not for comfort only. Charleston in June, in July and August, is tropical. The tropics are dangerous places to feel the passions that, in more temperate climates, are controllable. In the heat, in the damp, they grow like any tropical plant; you cannot walk temperately through these growths; you must cut with a knife, hack your way through them.
Maum Cloe, cool in the heat, shook her head and sent her grandson on an errand to Charleston. âGo for get Miss Alex, Joseph Reas. Go for send Miss Alex a telegram.â
Joseph Reas did not ask why he had to send Miss Alex a telegram; badevil hung from the rafters.
Ethel watched Louis and knew that desperation was growing in him. When she handed him the mail, and saw his motherâs shaking
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