on computers.
I am trying to maintain a civil, even playful, tone with the Yokels. If they sense alarm from me, itâll shoot through the gossipy group like sugar through a nine-year-old. But itâs an understatement to say Iâm anxiously seeking Grandma.
The center has a small dance floor, easels, a piano, bongo drums, and bingo sets, and a dozen computer stations that have become the center of the homeâs recent influx of capital to fund the Human Memory Crusade.
Today, the stations are filled with residents. Some talk into microphones. Others play games. I see one woman with bright orange hair navigating the mouse with great alacrity as she plays what looks to be a fast-paced version of the word game hangman.
Grandma sits in a cubicle at the end. As I get near, I peer over her shoulder. On the monitor is a question: âWhy did your brother decide to leave home?â In front of Grandma is a microphone, but she is not speaking.
Next to Grandma sits Harry, the quietest Yokel. As I approach the pair, he turns to me. His hair is cropped tightly like the day sixty-five years ago when the war ended and the Navy let him go. His shoulders remain broad but the chest and arms that must have once been imposing, even in an era before weight lifting and protein shakes, have shrunken. Grandma turns to me too, tracking Harryâs movements.
She wears a mellow smile.
âHello, old friend,â she says.
I kneel so that my face is the same level as hers. Sheâs got sleep crystals in the inside corner of her right eye, but sheâs made an effort to put herself together this morning. Her lips glisten with light pink lipstick, a smudge of which trails off the corner of her mouth.
âHello, favorite grandmother.â
âIâm using the computer,â she says.
âSheâs tired today,â Harry says. âMaybe not the best day for a visit.â
I feel a jolt of anger that catches me off guard.
âWhatâs not good about it, Harry?â
He clears his throat, and lowers his head.
âI donât think she slept that well.â
âSorry, Harry. I didnât either. I shouldnât have snapped.â
âYour clothes need washing,â Grandma says to me.
Sheâs stares at my blue T-shirt, which has dirt on its sleeve. It must have smudged when G.I. Chuck tackled me. Speaking of which, I havenât heard from the excitable venture capitalist. The car chase must have ended unsuccessfully and, I hope, heâs overcome his macho instincts and sought medical care. Grandma picks up that Iâve left the moment.
âNathaniel?â
âGrandma, can we go to your room and have a little chat?â
She looks at Harry, as if for his permission. Maybe sheâs just lost in her own world.
âIâd like that, grandson.â
From my backpack, I pull an oatmeal energy bar, unwrap it and hand half to Grandma. I feel oddly like Iâm rewarding her, as if she were a child, or simply sustaining her with every possible measure. She takes the snack with a smile, which is sufficient payoff to turn down the volume on my over-analysis.
En route to Grandmaâs room, I feel buzzing from my pocket. Itâs coming from the phone Chuck gave me.
âChuckâs phone,â I answer.
âI lost him,â says Chuck. âOr, rather, I never found him in the first place.â
âWhere are you calling from?â
âPay phone.â
âDid you call the police?â
âI did.â
âDespite your warnings that I not contact them?â
âI left them an anonymous tip about a drive-by shooting at your addressâand the make and year of the vehicle,â he says. âDid you find shell casings?â
I tell him that I did. I ask what he suggests I do with them.
âPut them somewhere safe until we get together. Iâve got meetings on the Peninsula and I want to do some more digging. Iâll be in touch to