hoping to hear a bark, a meow, to have their face licked or to be rubbed against, but never to experience that.
I felt my face getting red and my tongue getting thick. I hadnât even thought about my Tabby for years, and now I was on the verge of tears.
âWhat have you got there?â
Startled out of my thoughts, I looked up at my mother. âItâs ⦠itâs nothing.â
âIt surely is something, unless my eyes arenât working. Something that must be so fascinating you didnât even hear me approach. Let me see it,â she said, holding out her hand.
I hesitated for an instant and then handed it to her. I made a snuffling sound to try to draw back the tears. My mother took the pamphlet and studied it for a while. I got an uneasy feeling in the pit of my stomach, as though Iâd been caught doing something bad.
âWhere did you get this?â Judging by her tone of voice I was in trouble.
âI was given it.â
âBy whom?â
âA woman. Her name is Melis ⦠Miss Jones. I met her when I was sitting outsideâyou said I could go outside, remember? I was just reading, minding my own business, and she came over and started talking to me.â
âAbout this?â she asked, waving the pamphlet.
âNot really. About the weather and how hot it was. And she asked about the book I was reading. She said what you always say about books being a good way to explore the world.â
âAnd she didnât say anything about the Anti-Vivisection Society?â
I hesitated. âA bit. A little. She offered the pamphlet to me and I couldnât really say no without being rude,â I explained, looking for an excuse. âShe had lots of them.⦠She was going to be giving them out to lots of people. She was very nice.â
âIâm sure she was. Generally speaking, people who are concerned about the well-being of animals are tender of heart.â
That made me feel a little bit better.
âThere are some very powerful and provocative statements in this pamphlet,â my mother said as she tapped it with a finger. âAt least in what Iâve read so far.â
âSome terrible things,â I said. âDid you read about how they took a pig andââ
âIâve read only part of the first page, but Iâll read all of it when I have time.â
âItâs just awful some of the things that are happening! They shouldnât be allowed to do those things, because animals have feelings !â
My mother furrowed her brow. âAnimals have feelings?â
âYes, just like people. I guess you didnât read that far, but it says right there that they do have feelings.â
âJust because itâs written down doesnât make it the truth.â
âBut they canât just write something down if it isnât true.âMy mother shook her head. âOh, to be twelve years old again. Ruth, just because somebody possesses a typewriter and an opinion doesnât make what they have to say correct.â
âBut thereâs a doctor who agrees with them ⦠right there ⦠at the top of the page,â I said, pointing to his quote.
âBeing a doctor is no guarantee of truthfulness either.â
âAre you saying heâs wrong?â I asked. âThat what theyâve written is wrong?â
âIâm not saying itâs false or true. In fact, it may be both or neither.â
âBut ⦠but how can that be? Something has to be either true or false, right or wrong. It canât be both or neither.â
âIt can be,â my mother said.
âI donât understand.â
My mother didnât say anything for a few seconds. I could tell she was thinking. âAs you get older, and hopefully wiserâand believe me those two things donât necessarily go togetherâyouâll find out that something can be true and false at the