on in the same way, I wouldnât make use of it.â
âBut why not?â
âBecause I love James. I love James and I am not interested in any other man.â Her voice was full of tears.
But Mercy was amused. âOh God. Now listen to that. Itâs women like you who keep all of us down.â
âWell, I am sorry but itâs how the good God created me.â
âMm. I am sure that I can love several men at the same time.â
âMercy!â
They burst out laughing again. And yet they are sad. But laughter is always best.
Mercy complained of hunger and so they went to the kitchen to heat up some food and eat. The two sisters alone. It is no use waiting for James. And this evening a friend of Connieâs has come to take out the baby girl, Akosua, and had threatened to keep her until her bedtime.
âSissie, I am going to see a film.â This from Mercy.
âWhere?â
âThe Globe.â
âAre you going with Joe?â
âNo.â
âAre you going alone?â
âNo.â
Careful Connie.
âWhom are you going with?â
Careful Connie, please. Little sisterâs nostrils are widening dangerously. Look at the sudden creasing up of her mouth and between her brows. Connie, a sister is a good thing. Even a younger sister. Especially when you have no mother or father.
âMercy, whom are you going out with?â
âWell, I had food in my mouth! And I had to swallow it down before I could answer you, no?â
âI am sorry.â How softly said.
âAnd anyway, do I have to tell you everything?â
âOh no. Itâs just that I didnât think it was a question I should not have asked.â
There was more silence. Then Mercy sucked her teeth with irritation and Connie cleared her throat with fear.
âI am going out with Mensar-Arthur.â
As Connie asked the next question, she wondered if the words were leaving her lips. âMensar-Arthur?â
âYes.â
âWhich one?â
âHow many do you know?â
Her fingers were too numb to pick up the food. She put the plate down. Something jumped in her chest and she wondered what it was. Perhaps it was the baby.
âDo you mean that Member of Parliament?â
âYes.â
âBut, Mercy . . .â
Little sister only sits and chews her food.
âBut, Mercy . . .â
Chew, chew, chew.
âBut, Mercy . . .â
âWhat?â
She startled Connie.
âHe is so old.â
Chew, chew, chew.
âPerhaps, I mean, perhaps that really doesnât matter, does it? Not very much anyway. But they say he has so many wives and girlfriends.â
Please little sister. I am not trying to interfere in your private life. You said yourself a little while ago that you wanted a man of your own. That man belongs to so many women already . . .
That silence again. Then there was only Mercyâs footsteps as she went to put her plate in the kitchen sink, running water as she washed her plate and her hands. She drank some water and coughed. Then, as tears streamed down her sisterâs averted face, there was the sound of her footsteps as she left the kitchen. At the end of it all, she banged a door. Connie only said something like, âO Lord, O Lord,â and continued sitting in the kitchen. She had hardly eaten anything at all. Very soon Mercy went to have a bath. Then Connie heard her getting ready to leave the house. The shoes. Then she was gone. She neednât have carried on like that, eh? Because Connie had not meant to probe or bring on a quarrel. What use is there in this old world for a sister, if you canât have a chat with her? Whatâs more, things like this never happen to people like Mercy. Their parents were good Presbyterians. They feared God. Mama had not managed to give them all the rules of life before she died. But Connie knows that running around with an old and
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