to him â straining and panting when Jay asked for extra effort, or smiling when he said something good.
The coach kept calling to Jay too. Jay would run over, and he and the coach would stand together on the sideline, pointing to team members and parts of the court.
âWhy do they bother to make black jellybeans?â said Summer, frowning into her jumbo bag. âI mean, who likes black jellybeans?â
âSome people do,â I said, and picked up the organiser from Summerâs lap. âMy dad loves âem.â
âWell here . . .â One by one Summer picked out the black jellybeans and dropped them into my lap. âTell him theyâre a gift from me.â
I popped a jellybean into my mouth and read the âresearchâ that Summer had scribbled on the organiser. It started out with stuff that she thought we could use to humiliate Jay:
skinny legs,
knobbly knees,
daggy clothes.
But then she had clearly got sidetracked:
cute coach (true, but not helpful)
dumb game. (Summer wasnât exactly in tune with the enemy.)
I leaned forward, resting my forearms on my knees, trying to absorb everything I saw. Summer was bored because she didnât understand the game (like when she steals my German homework and laughs about Dumkopf and Sauerkraut ). A week ago I would have been the same, but it was as though my lunchtime basketball attempt, and my conversation with Jay, had given me a dictionary of vocab that helped me find meaning in the game.
And now that I had my dictionary, I was super-impressed. Those boys sure could catch. And dribble, and pass the ball . . . and even shoot baskets.
Whack went the cannonball moving through their hands, like a dot-to-dot ending at the basket. They made it look easy.
Jayâs style of play was like Faithâs in some ways, central and consistent â the glue holding the team together. He would move in fast, do his bit with the ball, and then coax and encourage the others.
At one point, one of his friends pointed up to me and Summer, nudging Jay in the ribs as he did. For a moment, Jay stood on the centre circle, staring up at us while the ball flew over his head and bodies flocked around him. Then he started moving again, or trying to. Suddenly, Jay seemed younger â gangly and awkward as if he wasnât used to the length of his own arms or the size of his huge feet.
âYou know what I think?â Summer leaned forwards to match how I was sitting. âI think Jayâs in loooooove â¦â
âReally?â I looked at her, then looked away, feeling weird and self-conscious. âIn love with who?â
For a moment Summer peered into my eyes â her head was tilted, forehead kinked. Then she looked away and laughed. âIn love with that dumb game.â
âOh â¦â I sat back in my chair, feeling strangely relieved. By now Jay was charging down the court, homing in on the ball with desperate determination as if it were the only thing of value in the world. I could almost see the smoke coming out of his ears.
âIâve got it, Saph, the perfect revenge! All we have to do is write him a letter saying heâs been accepted at some big US club, or whatever they call it,â Summer grinned at me. âThat would really get him.â
âYeah, maybe.â I bit my lip, tasting the sugar and hint of liquorice, and stared down at Jay. âBut itâs a bit cruel donât you think?â I didnât want to be too mean about this. Then again, I didnât want to be a pushover either. Bimbo, fake, pushover â if I saw myself through Jayâs eyes, I wasnât exactly fearsome opposition.
âWell, we could tell the coach that heâs on drugs and get him kicked off the team.â
âSummer!â I play punched her on the arm. âYouâre terrible, girl!â
She grinned at me and popped another jellybean into her mouth.
Summer was right, though.