her loss was my fault. âYou say the damnedest things to people. What makes you think a woman like Felicity Gorham is interested in how old Dad is, and Jenâs uterus?â
I folded up Fredâs sheet. âShe wasnât interested in character acting.â
âYou just donât know the first thing about people, Lucresse. You act like youâre twelve.â
We walked together, slowly, to Fred, hating each other.
At home, the feeling grew stronger as we interrupted each other telling my father whom weâd met at the beach. From what Ben reported, he and Mrs. Peddicord could have had a rewarding discussion about the theater, if I hadnât been in the way, barging into their intelligent conversation with unbelievably inane comments. Moreover, he was particularly sorry about my misbehavior because it would make my fatherâs future meeting with her embarrassing, if not impossible. He finished the tirade, âShe ended up inviting her to dinner. Of all the gall! Of course Mrs. Peddicord walked away.â
âShe said I was wonderful.â
âShe was acting , you fool,â Ben said.
âI didnât see anything wrong with inviting her to dinner.â
âOh, no, except that was when she ran away.â
âBut nothing unpleasant happened,â my father mused. âAnd you told her I didnât want to sell her anythingâ¦Iâm going to call her.â
âShe already said no,â Ben protested.
âI know,â my father said.
As he rattled through some papers on his desk looking for the note he had made of her address, I, too, wished he wouldnât call. If Ben was right, I didnât want to see him be cut off, because of me.
In my fourteen-year career of eavesdropping, I hadnât heard anything more interesting to me than his part of that telephone conversation. He started, rather formally, introducing himself and mentioning that she had met Ben and me. There was a short silence, and when he spoke again, his voice was changed. âThis is Mrs. Peddicord?â he said very seriously. Then his pleasant humor returned. âIt was at the beach, not more than an hour ago⦠You donât have to be sureâIâmsure. Yes, Iâve often thought they were exceptionally nice peopleâ¦I wouldnât think of discussing it over the telephone⦠No, itâs extremely important businessâto me, not to you. Noâ¦noâ¦youâre not even warm. Noâ¦you may call me Walter. Noâ¦this is foolish, Felicity. We must satisfy your curiosity at once. What is it youâre drinking?⦠We have some of that hereâ¦I understand that Lucresse invited you to dinner. Iâll send Fred for you immediatelyâ¦â He laughed. âWell, youâre going to tonight, Felicity. Now listen carefully. Wash your face and comb your hair and donât drink any more until you get here. Fred will pick you up in twenty minutes. Good-bye, Felicity.â
I had tried on four dresses to choose one I believed made me look less skinny, before Fred brought her back. She wore a chiffon gown whose bodice caressed her breasts and whose skirt swirled in a hundred soft folds. It and her silken shoes with sharp heels were the same orange color as her hair. I was impressed that she walked more gracefully on her orange stilts than she had barefoot on the beach, and her eyelashes seemed to have become longer and thicker since weâd met. The ring was still on her fourth finger.
She came in saying, âHello, Walter Briard. Lucresse. Ben. I should write a book on how to get stoned and sober in twenty minutes. Or, almost sober.â
âThen it wonât do to continue drinking standing up,â my father said, escorting her to the sofa, past the long wall covered with paintings and tapestry and the bookcases and secretary and small, marble- topped tables, all loaded beyond capacity with unrelated objects of my fatherâs