to warn him off, but it was too late. They were already caught up in each other.
Later, it was the not knowing that haunted him most. Had the affair distracted him from the job? If heâd stuck to business, would Soong and his wife be running a deli in Tallahassee or a nursery in Seattle? Would he and Lian haveâ
The telephone broke Tannerâs reverie. He stared at it, then reached out and picked it up.
âBriggs, itâs Leland. Iâm back.â
âAnd?â
âYou may want to dust off your passport.â
Dutcher arrived an hour later. Tanner made coffee and they sat on the deck overlooking the cove; beyond it, a rain squall was closing over the bay.
Dutcher recounted to Tanner his meeting at Langley. âWhether heâs really still alive or not â¦â
âWhat do we know about the embassyâs contact?â
âChang-Moh Bian. Not much. Masonâs going to ask his station chief to arrange a face-to-face. If Soong is still alive and Bian is in contact with him, heâll have some details.â
My God, Tanner thought, could he really be alive ? After all this time, was it possible ?
âHereâs the interesting part,â Dutcher said. âSoong wonât accept anyone else. Just you.â
âJust like last time.â
âYep. Itâs got Mason nervous.â
Tanner understood. However remote, all this could be a setup designed to lure him back into China. Though Kyung Xiang had managed to rise to the top of the Guoanbu, his careerâand life, possiblyâhad hung in the balance for several years after the Soong affair. Could Xiang have been waiting all this time for a chance to get his hands on Tanner?
Briggs didnât think so. Xiang was a professional. It was unlikely he would hold a grudge this longâeven more unlikely that heâd create this scenario to satisfy that grudge. Still, as the head of Guoanbu, Xiang had enormous power. If he wanted a little revenge, who would deny him?
The more likely scenario was that Soong himself was a plant. After this long they could have turned him into a marionette. The professional side of Tannerâs brain couldnât discount the idea, but the emotional sideâthe side that still considered Soong a friendârefused to believe it
âThe truth is,â Dutcher said, âwhether this is genuine or fake isnât the issue.â
âI know: Dickâs a little worried about my head.â
âHe knows youâve got the skills, but the environment ⦠Hell, this is China. The Guoanbu, PSB, and PAP are forces unto themselves. Given what you went through last timeâ¦.â
The odds are against me, Tanner thought. Too much emotional investment; too much âpreexposureâ to the target country; too many triggers that might derail him. In the eyes of the CIA, he was a bad gamble. Problem was, if they wanted Soong, they had no choice but to use him.
âLeland, thereâs something else you should know. While I was there, Soongâs daughter and I ⦠There was something between us.â
Dutcher stared at him. âPardon me?â
âIt was my first time on this kind of op; I was young ⦠stupid. It shouldnât have happenedââ
âDamn right it shouldnâtââ
ââbut it did.â
Dutcher exhaled. âChrist, Briggs.â
âI know.â Like her father, Lian had probably broken and told the MSS everything; if Tanner went back into China, she could be used as leverage against him.
Dutcher asked, âDid this thing with her affect the outcome?â
âI donât think so,â replied Tanner. God, I hope not.
Dutcher studied his face, then nodded. âWeâve still got a problem. I have to tell Mason.â
âNo, you donât.â
âBriggsââ
âLeland, I can do this.â Tanner suddenly felt slimy. Leland was more than a boss; he was like a
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