hand. It was definitely good to see this lovely dog again. So many times theyâd walked the few hundred yards to the pub with him on his lead, pulling them in through the bar-room door as if he knew the drill exactly. Heâd liked the pub; Benji was the sort of dog that drew complete strangers to come up and talk and he loved attention. Rich had always been a bit short with those who did this but Thea had enjoyed it. What was there
not
to like about anyone who approached to express admiration for such a gorgeous dog?
âWell ⦠OK, maybe just for half an hour,â she agreed, giving in to what she had to admit was overwhelming curiosity about why Rich had turned up. âHang on there for a minute and Iâll get my bag and keys.â
He may have lived here once, shared her bed and her home, she thought as she locked the back door after her a few minutes later, but she really didnât want him inside the house now, somehow sullying the air that Sean would be breathing at the weekend. No â he was out of her life, and he could stay out of her house.
âSo who is he?â Rich asked once they were settled in the riverside garden of the Old Swan with glasses of wine.
âWho is who?â Thea asked.
âThe person you were telling you loved down the phone.â
âHow do you know itâs a âheâ?â she teased.
âAh â well, if youâve joined the other team that would go with the short hair, I suppose.â
âWorking the old stereotype then, Rich. Youâll have noticed Iâm wearing sensible shoes too.â
âBut not dungarees.â He was looking her up and down, appraising her dress, her body. It felt a bit uncomfortable.
âAnyway, itâs nobody youâd know,â she told him. This evasive tone was a mistake and she felt like a sulky schoolgirl. But she didnât want to tell him about her new life with Sean. Rich was firmly on the outside of everything she did now.
Rich chuckled. âOK, as you like. Good to see youâve moved on though.â
âAre you surprised? Did you think Iâd pine for the rest of my life?â
He shrugged. âI donât know. I suppose not. I just know ⦠and Iâm sorry ⦠but I realized at the time that getting married, living with someone as a couple on a for-ever-and-ever basis, children and all that ⦠just wasnât for me.â
She relented a little, as he actually looked quite regretful about it. âWell, Iâm glad you decided before we got married rather than after. Simply packing and walking out like you did was at least pretty uncomplicated. How is your sister, by the way?â
âOh, you know Elizabeth â¦â
âI donât really, though, do I? She never wanted to be close enough for us to get to know each other. I donât think we ever had a conversation in which she didnât tell me I wasnât good enough for you.â
He frowned. âWell, your family are pretty much a closed shop too, I seem to remember.â
Thea thought about the spring just past: of Sean teaching Elmo how to fish in the sea down in Cornwall; of him coming up to London and helping Mike shore up the tumbledown back wall of his painting shed; and of him and her mother laughing crazily together over a whole evening of old
Yes Minister
repeats theyâd found when flipping through TV channels. Not
so
closed shop. Not at all.
âSo what are you doing down in London?â she asked. She took a large glug of wine, eager to get home. It was getting chilly now and she was starting to feel hungry.
âEr ⦠just a bit of work stuff. Meetings and so on.â
âAnd you took the dog with you?â She watched Benji paddling in the riverâs shallows, eyeing the ducks, which kept safely out of reach.
âOh, thereâs always a willing girl on reception whoâll mind him for the duration.â
Iâll bet there
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