everything.
Please, tell me what to say and do, Lord.
Why was it that some people seemed to have been born without common sense? But perhaps if Chris had been more evenly endowed with talent, he wouldnât have the imagination to make films?
He was crouched on a stool in the kitchen, fingers in his mouth. Hadnât shaved, of course. He started up when he saw Bea.
âMrs Abbot, I need to borrow your car. Itâs really important. I donât know who else to ask.â
Bea exchanged glances with Maggie, who was dressed in a heavy duty jumper and cords. No make-up. Maggie looked worried. Bea supposed she did, too. She tried not to let Chrisâs anxiety infect her. âWhat do you want to borrow it for?â
âI canât tell you, but itâs really important. Please?â He made an immense effort to calm himself and to speak quietly. âI donât know who else to ask. Dad said heâd kâkill me if I . . .â He swallowed hard. âIf I took his car without permission.â
Bea took orange juice out of the fridge and poured three glasses full. He shook his head, tried to smile and failed. âDo you have any aspirin? Iâve a terrible headache.â
His eyelids were at half mast, and his skin looked pasty. Were those the clothes heâd worn yesterday? No, the shirt was different. Bea got out a packet of aspirin and poured a glass of water for him.
Maggie said, in a small voice, âBreakfast, anyone?â
âYes, please,â said Bea, needing sustenance.
He shuddered. âNo, thanks. Look, Mrs Abbot, I know Iâm being unreasonable, and of course you can always say no, and Iâd understand, because you donât know what . . .â He gagged, wiped his mouth with the back of his sleeve. âSorry. Not totally âwith itâ this morning. The thing is, a friend needs me to collect him . . . her . . . from somewhere in the country, and thereâs no public transport that . . . Or perhaps you could lend me enough to take a minicab out there? No, that wonât do, because if sheâs not there or . . . I canât think straight.â
He began to pace the kitchen. Maggie held up a carton of eggs and a pack of bacon for Bea to see. Bea nodded, getting out the muesli and cornflakes. Perhaps, if she stocked up internally, sheâd feel strong enough to work out what was upsetting Chris.
Oh! Something cold slithered up and down her spine. The country? Someone wanted collecting? Him or her?
Tomi?
But Tomi was dead, wasnât she? Bea looked at Maggie, who looked back at her, registering alarm and surprise. Bea noticed that her own hands were trembling as she opened the pack of muesli and poured some out for herself and Maggie.
âYou mean Tomi phoned you and asked her to collect her?â
âYes. No. I mean. I canât think straight.â He clutched his head with both hands. âShe texted me: COME AND GET ME. FULMER LANE. TOMI.â
Fulmer Lane. CJ hadnât mentioned Fulmer Lane when heâd reported that the police had found a body, had he? Calm down, Bea. Think this through, step by step. She poured milk on to her muesli.
Winston, their furry black cat, appeared. Chris picked him up to stroke him, and then put him down again. âMy headâs killing me.â
Bea tried not to let her voice wobble. âA text message is not necessarily genuine.â
âI know that. Iâm not stupid. At least, I know Iâm not thinking clearly at the moment â this headache â but I canât just ignore it, can I? Yesterday I was sure she was dead, but now . . . You must see that Iâve got to find out whatâs going on.â
Maggie looked very pale, but was making a good job of spooning muesli into her mouth while setting some bacon on to fry.
Bea put the kettle on to boil and spooned coffee grounds into the