to say.
There was still no moon; the small lantern that Thorvald had hung carefully in the bow cast a circle of pale light just sufficient to show how tiny they were, men, woman, frail vessel, in the immensity of dark ocean that surrounded them.
âNot used to this,â observed Sam. âKeeping her out on open sea at night, I mean. No sign of land, any direction, doesnât feel right. Doesnât feel comfortable.â
âYes, well, I donât suppose it was comfort you expected when you agreed to come,â Thorvald snapped, unable to contain the conflict of feelings that was building inside him. âItâs a trip of high risks, a voyage into the unknown, not aânot some sort of family outing up the coast on a fine morning.â
Sam did not respond to this. Indeed, it had not really been meant for him. Taking his time, he finished his meal, wiped his hands on his tunic, tidied away the loaf, the knife, the oiled wrappings. He moved across to adjust the lantern, and gazed into the sky a while. The stars were almost imperceptible; even so early in the spring, the nights were washed with the pale afterglow of the sun. Eventually Sam turned back to the others.
âWell,â he said quietly, âno two ways about it, is there? Sunup, we put about and head straight back home.â
âNo!â
It was as if one voice had spoken; Thorvald and Creidhe had rapped out the response in perfect, vehement unison.
Sam blinked. âOne good reason why not,â he said, regarding his companions mildly. âOne each.â
There was an extended pause while Thorvald, scowling, folded his arms and stared out across the heaving ocean, and Creidhe looked down at the water bottle as if it were an object of intense fascination.
âWell?â queried Sam. âThere arenât any, are there?â
âAh,â said Thorvald, âthatâs just where youâre wrong. I can see youâre concerned about Creidheâs state of health, not to mention her safety. I have to say, bearing in mind how long weâve been traveling and the force of that gale we encountered earlier, that Iâd guess weâre a deal closer to our destination than we are to the Light Isles. Isnât our first priority getting Creidhe to the nearest place of refuge?â
Sam did not comment. âCreidhe?â he asked.
âShe has no good reason,â Thorvald said, before she could answer. âShe shouldnât be here. Itâs as simple as that.â
Creidhe cleared her throat. âI imagine you made him a promise,â she told Sam. âA good man keeps his promises.â She did not look at Thorvald.
âI did,â said Sam, frowning. âTrouble is, your fatherâll kill us if we donât get you back safe. Heâll probably kill us even if we do. I really canât understand why youâve done this, Creidhe.â
Her voice was firmer now. âI know youâre looking for Somerled. I know youâre heading for wherever he might have gone. I knew you wouldnât let me come with you. But I needed to come. Itâs not something I can explain very easily. Itâs more of a feeling, a deep-down feeling. I know I have to be here.â
âI canât imagine why.â Thorvaldâs tone was blunt. âYou canât sail, you canât fight, you canât help us in any way whatever. All youâve done is put yourself in danger and upset your family.â
âIsnât that what youâve done?â asked Creidhe quietly.
There was another silence, during which Sam unrolled two blankets, put one around Creidheâs shoulders and settled himself among the fish crates.
âAll right,â he said. âMy boat, my choice. Only thing is, itâs the wind makes the choice for us at times like this. Iâm going to sleep for a bit; the two of you can practice tearing each other to shreds all night if you want, as long
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