from the daffodils, give my regards to the queenâ
She closes her eyes, wondering what is wrong with her, thinking things like this.
Peter leans away from her, rubbing his hands over his face.
He knows this is the point when he should make his excuses, slip her a nickel, and escape. He wants to be practical, to hold true to the rational commandments of his new profession. But for no good reason, and against his better judgment, he finds himself also wanting to hear more of her story.
âSupposing all of this is true. You said you needed something from me?â
With an effort she brings herself back to the present, making her eyes soft and looking up at him through lowered lashes. âI am a stranger here,â she murmurs, âI know no one. Walking today, I became faint and fell. And when you were kind enough to help me . . .â
In fact, for a dizzying moment, she cannot remember why she is here, in this seedy restaurant, confessing herself to this shabbily dressed, unshaven stranger. It was only something in his expression, as he watched the birds wing upward over the river, as if transfixed by the physics of their flight, that made her imagine she mightâ
âYou need a place to stay, then?â he asks roughly.
She nods and gazes at himâlike a moonstruck cow, she thinks, hoping she doesnât look as ridiculous as she feels.
âAnd you have no money? Nothing?â
She nods again.
The thought occurs to him that this all might be an elaborate hoax: that if he agrees to help her, heâll wake up in the hands of her accomplicesâthickset men with low brows who might already be lurking outside. He glances around, knowing that heâll see nothing, and sees nothing. Only the low ceiling of unfinished beams, the crowded tables, and, beyond the thick windowpanes, the smudged silhouette of the city. Dark columns of smoke rising toward the darkening winter skyâthe faintest suggestion of shape and order in the mass of buildings and boulevards that fuse together, tilting downward into night.
For a long moment, the demands of reason and faith crowd together inside him. Then abruptly he reaches a decision. Not because he believes her storyâbut maybe because thereâs something in her face that intrigues him. Maybe because he is lonely. Or maybe, most simply of all, because he has been waiting for something, and suddenly something has arrived.
âCanât take you to my rooms,â he tells her. âI donât live alone, and no guests allowed. But if a roof is what youâre looking for, you can stay in the mechanicsâ garage tonight.â He stares at her, afraid to hear her say no, hoping that she will.
âThank you,â she says. And gives him a look of gratitude thatâfor a momentâmakes him feel, despite his misgivings, that maybe he has made the right decision after all.
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I PICTURE the two of them rising to leave the German restaurantâbut however much I want to follow, I realize that Iâll have to leave them there. Because writing these last few pages, Iâve been plagued by the sense that Iâm forgetting something. Iâve tried to ignore the feelingâbecause really, I tell myself, it doesnât matter. The important thing here isnât the distant past, or my present: the important thing is what happened in New York. Still, I canât shake the idea that Iâll be missing a crucial piece if I donât finish telling the history of the Kingdom of Ohio.
Because although itâs not the story I sat down to write, I canât seem to get around the idea that it needs to be told, even if you already know all of this. Because, if nothing else, it seems to me that these things should be recorded somewhere. So that someone besides you and I might read this and remember.
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