nails.â
âPerhaps his is the more sensible attitude.â
âYes ⦠but donât you see, if it wasnât for you it soon would be making only brass nails.â
âMaybe it will even yet,â I said, thinking of the plane on its travels.
She stooped to pick a yellow daisy of some sort flowering in a crack in the tarmac. â Itâs not like an ordinary factory at all. Itâs built round one man. Without you the place would fall to bits in a week.â
âYouâre being very long-sighted this morning.â
âNo. But an onlooker sometimesââ
âYou being the onlooker.â
She smiled, all her face rounding with it. âWell, in this I am.â
âHave you come to any other interesting conclusions about me and the firm?â
âNot really â¦â
âCough them up.â
âWhen I know you better.â
âDonât you know me well yet?â
âNot very well.â
âYouâve seen a great deal more of me in the last two months than my own wife has.â
Her eyes glimmered bluely as she looked beyond me. âDâyou count knowing by the quantity of time spent â¦?â
âNot necessarilyââ
âItâs the quality of the time, isnât it? Theââ
âAnd ours has been without quality. Yes, I see that.â
She looked a bit startled, uncertain, like someone who hasnât seen a move at chess. âNot altogether without quality perhaps but without â¦â
âPersonality?â
âWell, only in a sense. You must know what I mean.â
I suppose it was the way Iâd phrased things that made the conversation important, that marked the change. Yet I couldnât say there was anything deliberate about it. The words came that way and the change took place. No doubt it was all only reflecting what had been going on unknown to me for some time, and by chance I let her know it at the same time as I realised it myself.
About twelve-thirty the fog came down again. You could feel the heat of the sun through it and occasionally see a blurred yellow disc staring. There was no radar on this disused strip, but presently we got in touch with Rhodes on the short-wave radio, and after a bit we could hear him circling around somewhere not far away. When he got down he came in swearing madly because heâd buckled one of his wheels, but Thurston was very pleased with the way the surveyor had behaved and we spent most of the afternoon checking the results.
I thought Iâd leave at five-thirty but Thurston said: â Iâm wondering if you could leave one of your people behind, in view of this new urgency and in case anything unexpected crops up. Mrs Curtis would be ideal, thatâs if sheâs able to stay.â
âI donât think for family reasons that sheâd want to stay.â
He nodded. âWell, Dawson will do. It doesnât matter about theory: weâve plenty of theorists here.â
So I left Frank behind.
The fog had nearly cleared when we left about six-fifteen. I was suddenly lighter-hearted than Iâd been for weeks. The fact of getting this job satisfactorily done even against the revised delivery date made me suddenly realise how much its failure would have meant to me. I knew very well the feeling of satisfaction couldnât last against the loss of Lynn, but temporarily it was there. With an hour for a meal somewhere it seemed likely that we should be home before midnight, but after about thirty minutesâ driving I blamed myself for not ringing the AA to see how far the fog persisted. It kept coming in patches blotting everything out, and Iâd have to slow to an absolute crawl. Driving through fog in the day is worse than at night because even your lights donât help. The white line was a life saver, but after about an hour we ran on to a patch of newly tarred road and I had to stop to wipe all the windows
Jennifer Youngblood, Sandra Poole