asked.
âIâve killed as well, Tormod. Anâ it was people who did noâ deserve to die.â She wouldnât meet my eye. She did not speak for a long moment, and I concentrated on the drip of the rain and the shift and sway of the trees. I let the pulse of the forestâs life calm me. Her voice was so soft and low that when she began again, I had to fight to hear. âI killed them, Tormod. My family is gone anâ itâs my fault.â
I was confused. I knew her memories even if she was unaware of it. Her family had died of illness. âYe didnât, Aine. I saw what happened. Illness took yer family. Ye cannoâ take responsibility for that.â
She shook her head. âI begged them to go to market, Tormod. We didnât go every year, anâ we werenât set to yet. I talked them into it. Anâ on the way we passedthrough a village whose memories lay strong enough for me to see.â
Her hands were wringing the plaid and her face was pale with the remembering. âI read the place. I saw the illness, but I was caught up in wanting to get to market anâ I didnât heed the signs. I didnât tell anyone. They never knew.â She choked on the last.
âThere was naught ye could have done about it, lass. I know what yer feeling. Iâve faced like situations. Itâs noâ yer fault, ye didnât recognize the danger. Anâ truly, could ye have told them? Would they have listened?â
She took a deep breath. âYer the first one Iâve ever talked to about it, the first who might understand. No. I guess they wouldnât have believed me even if I insisted.â She rolled over and sat up. âIt doesnât make me feel any better. I lived anâ they died.â
I didnât argue. I felt as she did and it got me nowhere. We had both survived when others hadnât. I didnât know why any more than she did.
âSo ye too can read the past oâ a place?â she asked.
âNot like I think ye can. I have visions, bits anâ pieces of both the past anâ the future come to me, but theyâre never complete. I only see a little at a time, like Iâm looking through a hole.â
She nodded. âI see it all anâ Iâd much rather noâ most times. Itâs rare strange to speak about it at all.â She paused, in thought. Then she stood and offered me ahand up. âIâm starving. Anâ stayinâ here is noâ an option. Letâs eat and go.â
I nodded and accepted her hand. A gentle hum of vibration slid through me all the way to my shields when my fingers touched hers. I didnât know what to make of, or do, about it.
She misinterpreted my quiet. âAre ye feelinâ badly?â
âNo. I am fairly well just now.â The horse was grazing beyond the overhang and I took a long drink of water from the skin. Aine drew two apples from the pack and gave me one.
âSo, where
are
we goinâ?â she asked.
âTo seek a healer oâ our kind, Bertrand Beaton by name.â I stood and tied my pack to the saddle, then climbed astride and offered her a hand up.
âThere are more? Like us, I mean?â she asked. The surprise in her voice was familiar. I had been just as shocked by the notion when it was first suggested to me.
âAye. From what Iâm told, there are many. I was supposed to apprentice with them.â I could feel her curiosity peak.
âYe were to be a healerâs apprentice?â she asked.
âA Templarâs apprentice,â I replied. Even now the words felt good on my tongue, and the look of wonder that passed over her features pleased me.
âI would give anything to be one!â she exclaimed.
âYou? A lass?â A sharp laugh escaped before I could rein it in.
Her legs firmed on the ground and with a strong jerk on my arm she toppled me off the horse before I knew what happened. My