I have a dog, Schatzy, you could play with.â
âYou have a dog? Really?â
âYes. And a cat. Muffin. But sheâs pretty old so she isnât nearly as much fun. She gets kind of grumpy sometimes.â
âMrs. Brody is old, too.â
Amused, Rachel followed the childish reasoning. âAnd grumpy?â
âSometimes.â
âWell, I know she doesnât mean to be.â
âI wish I could come live with you,â Samantha said. Her grasp on Rachelâs neck tightened.
âIâm afraid thatâs impossible. If I took my whole class home with me, poor Schatzy would go crazy. Besides, you see me in school every day.â
âWhat if I have to move? I do that a lot, sinceâ¦â
âI know, honey,â Rachel said, gently stroking her back to comfort her. âDonât worry, okay? Everything will be fine.â
âPromise?â There was a quaver in Samanthaâs voice.
âI promise.â
Rachel knew she had no business promising happiness to anyone, let alone a child caught in the midst of lifeâs trials. Yet she couldnât help herself. Not in this case. There was no way to make a five-year-old understand that sometimes bad things happened for good reasons. Convincing grown-ups of that concept was hard enough, even though it had a basis in scripture.
âHumph,â Rachel mumbled as she made her way back to the pew where her mother and Hannah waited. Grown-ups is right. I believe that God is in charge of my life, yet half the time I donât understand why bad things have to happen, so how can I hope to explain it to anyone else, let alone a child?
She looked up. Her steps slowed. Speaking of bad things⦠Apparently, it wasnât even safe to come to church anymore. Not with her mother and Mrs. Brody in the same congregation.
Assessing the situation, Rachel stared. Martha and Hannah had scooted farther into the pew to make more room. The problem was, Craig was now sitting with them and the only empty space left was right next to him! Well, it was going to stay empty.
Continuing to hold Samantha, she approached the others. âIâve decided to take my little friend to Childrenâs Church.â
âYouâre coming back, arenât you?â Martha asked with a sidelong glance toward Craig.
âProbably not,â Rachel said. âYou know me. I get along with kids better than I do with adults. Iâllprobably stay to help whoever is running the program this morning.â
That said, she spun around and headed back down the aisle toward the haven beyond the official sanctuary. There was nothing wrong with worshiping the Lord in the company of children, she assured herself. After all, their faith was pure, not all cluttered up with ritual and hidden agendas the way many adultsâ was.
âMine included,â she murmured.
Samantha noticed. âWhat?â
âNothing, honey.â Rachel gave her a parting hug, bent to set her back on her feet, then released her and took her hand. âCome on. You and I are going to a special church service just for kids.â
âI know,â the child told her, looking up with innocent adoration. âAngels always do.â
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By the time the main worship service concluded and Rachel rejoined her mother, Craig was nowhere to be seen. She couldnât help showing relief.
âHereâs your purse and your Bible,â Martha said, holding them out. âYou left them here when you ran off.â
âI didnât run anywhere,â Rachel said. âI walked.â
âThereâs more ways to run than with your feet,â her mother argued. âWell, no matter. Craigâs long gone. You missed your chance.â
âThank heavens for small favors.â
Martha sighed. She eyed the petite blond girl clinging to her daughterâs hand and gazing up at her lovingly. âSpeaking of small, how did you two like