enough police crawling around?â
âIâm not with the police, Mr. Hazan.â
âWhat is it thenâmorbid curiosity? More of your amateur detective nonsense?â
I kept my emotions in check. âSomething like that.â
âWell, hereâs my
opinion
, Miss Nestleton: there is no wayârepeat,
no way, ever
âthat anyone in this house could have killed Willy or had anything to do with such a crime. And anyone who thinks they could is just plain crazy. You obviously know nothing about Will Gryder and the affection we held him in.
âWill had his faults, he was only human. But he was the very best example of a musician. Understand? The music permeated his behavior. Sure, he was a show-offâbut what performer isnât? And he may have been a little too wild and impulsive for his own good. But he was an honorable man, and extremely generousâyes, above all, generous. God knows how many musicians he helped out with money, jobs, putting them up at his apartment. And what about the lessons he taught at no charge? What about the hundreds of favors he did for people, never calling in the debts? No, he never became the great pianist he yearned to be, but he was a good musician and people respected him. You know what Glenn Gould once said? He said that if he
had
to listen to the romantic Russian composers, the only one he could bear was Willy Gryder!â
He paused there, staring at me in hostility. âYou donât believe me, do you?â
I said nothing.
âSo you think one of us murdered Will,â he said scornfully. âWell, do me a favor, Miss Nestleton. Tell me why. Why would any of us want to kill him?â
âJealousy,â I said simply. âRage. Passion.â
âWhat do you meanâsex?â
âYes.â
âAre you . . . but you
canât
be serious.â
âQuite serious.â
âOh, for godsake, lady! Where are you fromâthe farm? Listen, these women are sophisticated, independent, grown-up people. They spend three-quarters of the year on tourâaway from their homes and families. They get lonelyâas anyone would. And sure, some of them have been to bed with Will Gryder. So what? He was a grown-up, tooâunmarried, and more than willing to accommodate. Are you telling me one of them was so hung up about a brief affair that they would
kill
him? Itâs absurd!â
âIt isnât absurd, Mr. Hazan. Will was murdered by someone intimately connected to him.â
âThen maybe I should live in fear for my own life!â he snorted.
âBy that, do you mean you also have had affairs with some members of this group?â
âYes, if itâs any of your business. I told you, weâre all friends. But I guess you really donât understand that kind of friendship. You seem to be stuck in some puritanical time warp.â
âJealousy is timeless, Mr. Hazan. And passion can be that way, too.â
âBullshit!â he cried vehemently. His academic veneer was peeling. I knew it was time for me to leave.
âAll right, Mr. Hazan. I think Iâve taken enough of your time. And Iâm sorry if Iâve upset you.â I rose and walked quickly toward the door.
âJust a minute.â
I turned back to him.
âI guess I owe you an apology, too,â he said, âin spite of the fact that youâre insane to suspect us. But I shouldnât have insulted you that way. Iâm sorry.â
âIt doesnât matter.â
âOh, yes it does.â He even laughed a little then. âBut as long as youâre so curious, and as long as your whole line of thought is so absurd, why donât you interrogate that nutty cook of ours? Sheâs the one who hated Willy.â
âHated?â
âThatâs right. Willy just got on her nerves, always harassing her about the meals. He thought of himself as a gourmet, a culinary expert. But then