and he constantly won, seizing as his reward the right to caress, explicit and knowing, until shudders of plea sure racked her spine.
She was breathing all but entirely through him, helpless in his arms, unable to retreat. To call a halt, to step back from the engagement sheâd started, to break away from what it had become.
There was heat and fire in him; with him wrapped about her she couldnât mistake it. Couldnât miss the rigid evidence of his desire so flagrantly impressed against her belly. Yet there was a coolness behind all he didâthat aloof control that despite her best efforts, her fond hopes, she hadnât rattled or rocked in the least.
Even while he engaged with her, even while he set her wits spinning, her senses whirling, he was watching her. Steering her.
He wasnât lost in this unfamiliar world. He wasnât out of controlâhe was dictating.
This, she suddenly realized, was a lessonâa warning.
As if he sensed her realization, his hands, until then splayed firmly across her back, shifted. One rose slightly, holding her pressed to him while his other hand slid slowly down, over her hips, then lower.
Even through the velvet of her habit, she felt the sensual assessment in his touch, the blatant possession.
Far from reacting with contemptuous fury, her traitorous body and even more traitorous senses all but swooned. Heat raced over her skin, prickled beneath his palm as he fondled, then more explicitly caressed.
His head angled over hers, his lips pressing hers farther apart; the ruthless yet languid thrust of his tongue became even more openly intimate, more devastatingly erotic.
She couldnât stand against himâcouldnât stand against herself, the self he connected with, that he could command. That heâd called forth and turned against her.
Her defenses crumbled; all resistanceâin her mind, in her bones and sinewsâsimply faded away. On a shattered sigh, half-tortured moan, she surrendered.
Dillon knew it; he had to wage a war with himself not to react. Not to brace her against the tree, lift her skirts, and sheathe himself in her wanton heat.
He closed his eyes tight, sank into her mouth, and fought to leash his demons, his almost overpowering need to have her, here and now. Fought to convince himself that what heâd already taken, what heâd already enjoyed, was enough. For now.
Heâd won, triumphed, but he hadnât expected the battle to rage so far. Recognizing her tack, heâd responded in the only way that, in the heat of the moment, heâd deemed possibleâin kind. But he hadnât expected her to meet him and match him on field after field, hadnât expected her to defend so recklessly, to hold against him until theyâd come to thisâthis critical point in passionâs dance; heâd expected her to yield long since. He hadnât expected to have to press her so hard, to have to wield his own sensual weapons so strongly, not to this extent.
To the extent where he was inwardly shaking, racked with volcanic yet unslaked desire, raked by passionâs claws.
A self he didnât recognize, one driven by hot desire, reminded him sheâd started this. Heâd called her betâshouldnât she pay his price?
With her locked against him, her slender body and lush mouth fully yielded, all his, the temptation to ravish herâto deal with what sheâd started in the most appropriate wayâwhispered darkly throughhis mind.
Yet now sheâd surrendered and was no longer fighting him, there was a subtle innocence in her responses; no longer screened by her determination to counter him, sheâthe woman withinâseemed so very vulnerable.
He might wishâthat harder, darker side of him might wantâbut he didnât have it in him to harm her.
Drawing back from the kiss required effort; theyâd traveled too far along passionâs road to simply stop and