sure.â
âShe was tall. Five-ten. I looked it up.â He set the binoculars down. âOliver was my height, six-one. Thatâs three inches taller, and he was holding her back against the window . . .â
Ash stepped over. âIâm not going to hurt you. I just want to show you.â He laid his hands on her shoulders, carefully, eased her back, his hands warm through her shirt as if they were skin-to-skin. âIf he held her this way, sheâd be tipped back some, like you are.â
Her heart kicked a little. He wasnât going to shove her out the windowâshe wasnât afraid of that, or him. But she wondered why such an awful thingâmimicking murderâseemed so strangely intimate.
âWhy didnât you see him?â Ash demanded. âIf someone looked in here now, theyâd see me over your head.â
âIâm only five-five. She had five inches on me.â
âEven with that, his head would have been above hers. You shouldâve seen some of his face.â
âI didnât, but she couldâve been wearing heels. She had some great shoes, and . . . but she wasnât,â Lila remembered. âShe wasnât. She didnât have shoes on.â
Her feet kicking as she fell. Bare feet.
âShe wasnât wearing heels. She wasnât wearing shoes at all.â
âThen you shouldâve seen his face. At least some of his face.â
âI didnât.â
âMaybe because whoever pushed her was shorter than Oliver. Shorter than she was.â
He picked up the glasses again, looked out. âYou said a fist, a black sleeve.â
âYeah, Iâm pretty sure. Itâs what pops into my head when I try to see it again.â
âSomeone closer to her height, wearing a black shirt. I need to ask the police what Oliver was wearing.â
âOh. But it mightâve been navy or dark gray. The light wasnât very good.â
âA dark shirt, then.â
âIâd talked myself out of thinking thereâd been someone else. You talked me into it,â she said when he looked at her again. âThen I talked myself out of it. Now youâre talking me into it again. I donât know which is worse.â
âThereâs no worse.â He lowered the glasses again, his eyes sharp with an anger she could feel shimmering off his skin. âBut thereâs the truth.â
âI hope you find it. You can see the building from another angle from the terrace, if you want. I could use the air.â
She went out without waiting for a response. He hesitated a moment, then taking the binoculars, followed her.
âI want some water. Do you want some water?â
âThatâd be good.â And would give him a bit more time. He followed her through, past a dining area. âWorkstation?â
âLaptop goes anywhere. I try not to spread out too much. You can forget things, and thatâs annoying for the client.â
âSo you write here, about teenage werewolves.â
âYeahâhow did you know?â She held up a hand. âGoogle. You canât escape it. And since I did the same with you, I canât whine about it.â
âYouâre a military brat.â
âYou actually read the bio. Was. Seven different schools by the time I graduated from high school, so I sympathize with Kayleeâmy central characterâfor wanting to stay put through high school.â
âI know the feeling. Divorce can uproot the same as military orders.â
âI guess it can. How old were you when your parents divorced?â
âSix when they splitâofficially.â He stepped outside with her, into the heat and the appealing scent of sun-warmed tomatoes and some spicy flower.
âSo young, but I guess any age is hard. Just you?â
âA sister, Chloe, two years younger. Then we inherited Cora and Portia when our father