and Brooklyn like they were long-lost friends instead of complete strangers. And when Zoë and J. D. came in, he gushed over them, too. He was totally out of control. (My only consolation was that he was in slightly post-Marine-recruit hair mode.)
There was no sitting down for a casual chat. He absolutely had to show me the documentary he was working on for his film class. He insisted everybody go immediately into the den, where he hooked up the camera to the TV so he could show us what he had so far. He didnât ask if we actually wanted to watch it. He just assumed we did. I burned with embarrassment.
âBeamerâs in a special magnet school for the arts,â I explained. âThatâs why heâs taking filmmaking.â
âCool,â Brooklyn said.
âOur assignment is to do a documentary on âwhat makes us happy,ââ Beamer said. âI know that sounds totally sappy, but my teacher says that beginning filmmakers are always doing this dark, depressing stuff because they think it makes them seem profound, when itâs actually a lot harder to make a film thatâs positive and upbeat without being sickly sweet. At the moment Iâm still gathering the images. Iâll pull it all together and add music at the end, when I do the editing.â
âI can tell you really like your new school,â I said, hoping I had hit the right note, simultaneously signaling to Cal and Brooklyn that I thought he seemed a little over the top while sounding encouraging to Beamer. It was the sort of subtlety that took a lot of practice to do well, and I wasnât too sure of myself yet. I was afraid maybe I sounded like a total fake.
âYeah, I do,â he said, looking at me curiously, the wind out of his sails a little. âI feel like I belong there.â
âThatâs great,â I said lamely.
Beamerâs dogs came up on the screen. They were out in the backyard and it was a bright, sunny day, so the shadows from the trees were very dark. The dogs were running in and out of the sunlight, and something about the camera setting made themalmost disappear in the glare of the sun, then reappear when they went into the shadows.
âWow,â said J. D., who was now lying on his back (still under the table), watching the TV upside down. âThatâs so neat!â
Beamer smiled. âMe and my dogs, you knowâI couldnât make a film about things that make me happy without themâ¦â
I winced to hear him call his video a âfilm.â It sounded so pretentious.
ââ¦but with dogs, itâs hard not to get too cute, you know? Thatâs the challenge. I was trying to find a different way of seeing them.â
âI think itâs wonderful, Beamer,â Zoë said.
âWait, youâll love this.â The scene switched to his living room. The camera must have been set to film automatically, because Beamer was in the picture, sitting on the couch. Again, heâd been thinking about the light, because the window to the west had Venetian blinds and the sun was streaming in, casting a shadow of stripes across him, changing shape with the contour of his body.
Now his largest and oldest dog came into the picture, a white English setter with caramel speckles. He walked stiffly over to Beamer, sat down, and laid his head dreamily in Beamerâs lap, closing his eyes contentedly.
âSweet Sandy,â I said.
âFrannyâs a big Sandy fan,â Beamer explained with a happy smile. âOf which he has many. Everybody loves a soft dog.â
The camera panned in for a close-up.
âHowâd you do that?â Brooklyn asked. âIs somebody else holding the camera?â
âHeâs got a remote control in his left hand,â J. D. said.
âVery observant!â Beamer reversed the picture to show us. âSee?â Then he pressed PLAY again, and Sandy made a second entrance.
The scene changed
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