me first.â
âWe were just mucking around with his name, sir,â Ethan says. âLike, making a joke of it, with a bit of an accent.â
Mr Browning is waiting for more, so Ethan clears his throat and continues. âAnd there was a joke about him coming out of the toilet and eating poo sausage. They have a sausage in South Africa that looks . . . well, itâs a big coil, so . . .â
Mr Browning nods and then turns to Max. âAnd what about you? Iâm very disappointed to see you here as part of this.â
Maxâs lip trembles and he nods. He tries to speak, but he canât. I can picture it â Lachlan shoving him towards me, Ethan and Josh shouldering him into place.
âMax didnât want to, sir,â I tell Mr Browning, âbut Lachlan made him. They pushed him around.â
Once heâs heard the details, Mr Browning says to me, âIt sounds as if there was some bullying last week and then they were crowding around you and intimidating you and thatâs when the push happened. And I think that you regret it.â He pauses, in case anyone is going to disagree. No one does. âNow, you should have taken this to Ms Vo before it got to this stage, but you still shouldnât have been put in that position.â He turns to face the others. âBoys, Iâm not sure you realise how serious this is. This is bullying, but itâs also racism.â
Lachlanâs mouth gapes open. I try to stop mine doing the same. I donât point out that Iâm white, in case that spoils it.
âNo, sir, it wasnât meant to be . . .â Ethan says. âIt was just a joke and itâs not like heâs, you know . . . black, or anything. Weâre not racists.â
âYou have targeted Herschelle because heâs South African,â Mr Browning says. âYou have targeted him because of his nationality. Because he sounds different. Thatâs racism. Is that how we do things in this school?â
They all shake their heads. Josh bites his lip.
âYou should have been making Herschelle welcome.â He glances at me. âHave you heard of the Australian principle of the âfair goâ?â
âYes, sir,â I tell him. âWell, Iâve read about it. Also âfair suck of the savâ.â It comes out before I can stop it. It was next to âfair goâ on the website.
âRight,â Mr Browning says. Heâs trying not to smile. âGood effort. Well, you didnât get a fair go, and you should have done. Weâll talk more about this later, but if you feel ready to go back to class for now, you can go. You too, Max.â
The other three are still standing in their spots when the door shuts behind us. All the way back I stare straight ahead, ignoring Max, even though heâs right next to me. He looks straight ahead too. I remember the fear on his face as Lachlan pushed him forward. I want to fix it with him, but then I remember his mouth moving, chanting, and I never want to talk to him again. I donât get it. I donât know which Max to believe in.
When Mr Browning brings the others to the classroom, he takes Ms Vo outside for several minutes. After she comes back in, the rest of the morning seems normal enough. Then the siren goes for lunch, and she tells all five of us to stay behind.
Mr Browning appears at the door with my mother, Maxâs mother and four other parents. Mr Browning leads them through the door, and they stand just inside it, looking awkward. I want that. I want them to feel bad, even if I have no idea if itâll do any good. Will anything change at all once there are no parents or teachers around?
Mom makes a move towards me. At first I think sheâs got something to say about me starting a fight, but as her arms start to lift I realise sheâs coming in for a hug. I raise one hand just enough for her to see me