speculation.â
Sadik considered her words, then nodded. âI agree that the happiness of my sister must come first. In return for this, I want your word that you wonât steal away after the wedding.â
She hadnât considered ducking out but realized the thought would have occurred to her eventually. âI promise,â she said.
âGood.â He put his arm around her. âWe have much to discuss. I wish to know everything youâve experienced with the child and I will share in the changes as they occur.â
She thought of how sheâd had morning sickness just about twenty-four hours a day and how her body was the one that was going to swell like a watermelon. âI donât think thereâs going to be a whole lot of sharing,â she said glumly. âI can tell you what Iâve experienced, but thatâs not the same.â
âI have many questions,â he said as if she hadnât spoken. âWhen did you first realize you were pregnant? Have you been eating right? Why did you not tell me?â
Weariness descended. Cleo told herself that she should be grateful that Sadik wasnât furious with her anymore. She was even surprised that he was taking it so well. But there were so many things she didnât understand and situations she wasnât willing to deal with at the moment.
She slipped away from his embrace. Everything was different now. He saw her as the mother of his child, so it was unlikely he would want her in his bed. The thought should have made her relieved, but instead she felt sad.
âIâm really tired,â she said. âWould you mind if we tabled the discussion until later?â
He hesitated, then nodded his agreement. âWould you like me to get you something to drink?â
âYes, please.â
She wasnât all that thirsty, but she did need some time alone. Her composure had scattered and she had to collect herself before the formal dinner.
Sadik headed for the bar, but his mind was not on his task. A baby. When his father had mentioned Cleo was pregnant, Sadik had known right away that the child had to be his. Heâd felt delighted by the news.
Now that he had confirmation, elation welled up inside of him. He wanted to announce the news to the world. Still, he would keep the secret until after Zaraâs wedding. Cleoâs concern for her sister was well-founded.
How long had he longed for a son? After Kamraâs death, he had put aside his plans for a family. Heâd known that eventually he would have to marry and have children, but heâd had no desire to hurry the process. This unexpected bounty made him pleased with the world.
He requested the club soda and lime, then headed back to where heâd left Cleo. He could see her sitting on a chair by the wall. She looked stunnedâas if their encounter had drained her. She needed her rest, he decided. He would make sure she was in bed early that evening. She needed her strength so that his son would grow and develop inside of her.
They were bound now, he thought. Cleo would always be the mother of his son. The concept should have discomfited him, yet it did not. She had many fine qualities to pass on to their child. She continued to challenge and defy him, even now. He would very much enjoy the process of taming her.
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âI canât believe this is happening,â Zara said as the carriage moved forward. She perched uneasily on the edge of the cushioned seat in the open conveyance, her flowers gripped tightly in her hand.
Cleo sat opposite and tried not to mind that she was facing the wrong direction. As the bride, it was right that Zara should face forward. Under normal circumstances, she wouldnât mind. However, while her morning sickness seemed to have disappeared, her stomach often felt faintly unsettled, leaving Cleo concerned that the tossing-her-cookies portion of her pregnancy might make an unexpected