Free UnWholly by Neal Shusterman Page B

ni sekkei sa rete imasu. ”
    And Cam knows what she’s saying. You are not random, Cam. You are intelligently designed. He has no idea what language it is, but he knows what it means, all the same.
    “Every part of you was handpicked from the best and the brightest,” Roberta tells him, “and I was there at each unwinding, so you would see me, hear me, and know me once all the parts were united.” She takes a moment to think about it, and sadly shakes her head. “Those poor kids were too dysfunctional to know how to use the gifts they were given—but now, even divided, they can finally be complete through you!”
    Now that she speaks of unwinding, fragments of memories flood him.
    Yes, he had seen her!
    Standing beside the operating table without as much as a surgical mask to cover her face, because the point, he now realizes, was for her to be seen and remembered. But it wasn’t just one operating room, was it?
    An identical memory
    from dozens of different places in his mind.
    But it’s not his mind, is it?
    It’s their minds.
    All of them.
    Crying out.
    Please, please make this stop,
    until there is no voice to beg,
    no mind to scream.
    At that singular moment
    When “I am” becomes “I’m not . . .”
    He takes a deep, shuddering breath. Those final memories are a part of him now, spliced together, like the skin of his face. The memories are impossible to bear, and yet he bears them. Only now does he realize how strong he truly must be to hold the memory of a hundred unwindings without crumbling to nothing.
    Roberta bids him to look around at the wealthy spoils of the cliffside mansion. “As you can see by your surroundings, we have very powerful backing to support you, so that you may continue to grow and prosper.”
    “Backing? From who?”
    “It doesn’t matter who. They’re friends. Not just your friends, but friends of a world we all want to live in.”
    And though it is all beginning to come together, his whole life beginning to slide into place, one thing still plagues him.
    “My face . . . it’s horrible . . .”
    “Not to worry,” Roberta says. “The scars will heal—in fact, the healing agents are already taking effect. Soon those scars will vanish completely, leaving the faintest of lines where the grafts meet. Trust me on this; I’ve seen the projection of what you will look like, Cam, and it is spectacular!”
    He traces his fingers along the scars on his face. They are not as random as he had thought. They are symmetrical, the different skin tones forming a pattern. A design.
    “It was a choice we made to give you a piece of every ethnicity. From the palest sienna-Caucasian, to the darkest umber tones of unspoiled Africa, and everything in between. Hispanic, Asian, Islander, Native, Australoid, Indian, Semitic—a glorious mosaic of humanity! You are everyman, Cam, and the truthof it is evident in your face. I promise you, when those scars heal, you will be the new definition of handsome! You will be a shining beacon, the greatest hope for the human race. You will show them that, Cam! By the mere virtue of your existence, you will show them!”
    As he thinks of this, his heart accelerates, pounding powerfully in his chest. He imagines all the races this heart of his has won—and although he has no memory of being a star swimmer, his heart knows what his mind does not. It longs to be in the pool once more, just as his legs long for the track.
    Right now, however, those legs buckle beneath him, and he finds himself on the ground, wondering how he got there.
    “Too much stimulation for one day,” Roberta says.
    The guards, who have been watching from the door, race in and help him up.
    “Are you all right, sir? Should we call for help, ma’am?”
    “That won’t be necessary. I’ll tend to him.”
    They bring him to a plush sofa. He’s shivering now, not just from the chill in the air, but from the revelation of knowing his own personal truth. Roberta grabs a throw