her scheduled surgery that morning. It was almost 1:30 p.m. before she made it in to the MidCoast Medical clinic for her afternoon appointments, and she was grateful for the busy and distracting morning. The last thing she could handle was seeing Jon.
She parked in the back and entered through the porch, a continuation from the wraparound porch at the front of the clinic. Several terra-cotta flowerpots burst with color and lined the picket railing. She inhaled the winter scent of pine tree and reached for the chilly glass doorknob.
The redone hardwood floors throughout the hallway sparkled with care. Jason had spared no cost when it came time to refurbishing this grand old house, and she never grew tired of admiring it.
âAh, youâre just in time for lunch,â Jon said, looking chagrined, as she pushed through the door in the kitchen.
How had this happened? Normally he was already seeing his afternoon panel of patients by this time. So much for avoiding him.
âWhat are you doing here?â
âMorning clinic ran late when I had to admit one ofmy patients into the hospital for an EPS study.â He spoke in between popping potato chips into his mouth. âYoung kid. Basketball player. Passed out at a game. Got zapped with an AED.â
âWow. Thatâs not good.â
âGood news is he survived, and after we figure out what sets off his arrhythmia, weâll know how to treat it and keep him alive.â
She nodded. Even now, desperately trying to stay out of his way, she was glad to see him. He looked sharp in a mint-green button-up shirt and tie with some sort of hieroglyphics on it, no doubt spelling out the meaning of life or something equally as important. His trousers fit him impeccably, and she couldnât help but have a quickie flashback to the day sheâd seen him stripped down and jogging. And the way he kissed.
This line of thinking had to stop.
René plopped into a chair and put her feet up on another. Sheâd stayed awake half the night thinking about the irony of asking a man to help her get pregnant, then, after the fact, realizing she was attracted to him. Sheâd live with her decision, though. Had to.
âWhat held you up?â he said.
âI was in surgery all morning. My tubal ligation clinic. Two of the women were younger than me and theyâve already met their personal baby quotas, and wanted to make sure they didnât have any more.â She glanced over her shoulder to make sure no one else was around. âAnd here I am just starting out. Ironic, huh?â
She fiddled with the single braid she always wore on surgery days and happened to pass glances with Jon. He nodded. Sheâd made the mistake of pondering her circumstances in front of him. He was bound to comment.
âYou smell like chocolate,â he said, ignoring the irony and throwing her a curve. âWhatâs got you stressed?â
Like he didnât know. And from the looks of the dark circles under his eyes, he didnât get such a great nightâs sleep, either.
âWhat do chocolate and stress have to do with each other?â Sheâd play dumb.
âIâve seen you go for that chocolate stash in your purse when youâre under pressure.â
She blurted a laugh. âGuilty as charged, but this time it was more out of necessity. My blood sugar took a dive after being in the O.R. all morning, and I forgot to bring any lunch.â
âHere,â he said. âHave half of my sandwich.â He pushed a portion of a sub sandwich loaded with deli meats and vegetables under her nose. âYou need to eat, now that youâreâ¦â
âJon, you donât have to look out for me.â Though the sandwich did smell delicious and her taste buds had already gone on standby.
âSomeoneâs got to do it.â He flashed a smart-ass smile, the kind that made his eyes crinkle at the corners. âTake it. Itâs