goodbye to Guitou, and . . . â
âDo you know his surname?â
âFabre. But I donât know where he lives.â
âThe Marseilles phone book is full of Fabres.â
âI know. I looked it up last night. I even called several of them. I felt such a fool. After the twelfth one I gave up. I was exhausted, on edge. And even more foolish than before Iâd started.â
âIn any case, I think weâve missed the start of the school year. Iâm going to see what else I can do tonight. Tomorrow, Iâll try to find out a bit more about this Mathias. And Iâll go see Naïmaâs grandfather.â
A bit of truth in the middle of all the lies. And the hope that Naïmaâs mother hadnât taken me for a ride. That the grandfather really existed. That Mourad would go with me. That the grandfather would agree to see me. That Guitou and Naïma were there, or not too far from there . . .
âWhy not right away?â
âGélou, have you seen what time it is?â
âYes, but . . . Fabio, do you think heâs all right?â
âSure, heâs in bed with a nice girl. Heâs forgotten we exist. Donât you remember what it was like? It wasnât bad, was it?â
âI was twenty! And Gino and I were going to get married.â
âIt must have been good, though, all the same, eh? Thatâs what Iâm asking.â
There was another silence. Then I heard her sniffing at the other end. There was nothing erotic about it. It wasnât Claudia Cardinale playing a role. It was simply my cousin crying, as a mother.
âI think I really screwed up with Guitou. Donât you think so?â
âGélou, you must be tired. Finish eating and go to bed. Donât wait up for me. Take my bed and try to get some sleep.â
âOK,â she sighed.
She sniffled some more. I heard Honorine coughing behind her. Her way of saying I shouldnât worry, sheâd take care of her. Honorine never coughed.
âTake care,â I said to Gélou. âYouâll see, tomorrow, weâll all be together.â
I hung up. Rather abruptly, in fact, because for the last few minutes two young bozos on a moped had been circling my car. I had forty-five seconds to save my car radio. I ran out of the booth, yelling. More to let off steam than to scare them. I really did scare them, but that didnât clear my head of all the thoughts buzzing around in it. Zooming past me, the driver of the moped shouted, âFucking dickhead!ââeven less compensation for them than the price of my rotten car radio.
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Arno had lived in a place called the Old Mill, a spot on the road to Le Merlan curiously neglected by the developers. Before and after it, there was nothing but low-cost Provençal housing developments. High-rises for bank clerks and middle managers. Iâd only been here once before, with Serge. The place was rather sinister. Especially at night. After eight-thirty, the buses stopped running, and very few cars passed.
I parked near the old mill itself, which had been turned into a furniture warehouse. The area directly in front of it was an automobile scrap yard, owned by a distant cousin of Arnoâs, a Gypsy named Saadna. Arnoâs place was behind it, a parpen shack with a canvas roof. Saadna had built it with the intention of making it into a small body shop.
I went around the mill, and walked along the Marseilles water canal for about a hundred yards, until I came to a bend, just behind the scrap yard. I ran down an embankment of garbage to Arnoâs place. A few dogs barked, but I wasnât bothered. Most dogs were asleep in the houses. Dying of fear, like their masters. And Saadna didnât like dogs. He didnât like anyone.
Around, there were still a few carcasses of motorbikes. Stolen, I guessed. Arno fixed them at night, bare-chested, with slippers on his feet and a joint in his