thereâd even be a Thanksgiving dinner. Or a caretaker for Aunt Trudy.
âShe got into all our Christmas stuff in the attic, and when I came home sheâd decorated the whole house. It was everywhere. Garlands, ornaments, everything.â
âOh no,â Paige deadpanned. âHow could she?â
Beau clenched his jaw. âI could use a little support here.â
âCome on, Beau. Youâre not mad at Kate. Youâre mad at Riley. And youâre really not even mad at Riley. Youâre just afraid.â
He pulled the phone away and stared at it before returning it to his ear. âYouâre seriously telling me how I feel right now?â
âYou always get mad when youâre afraid.â
Great. He loved being analyzed. âWhat exactly am I afraid of, Paige?â
A long thread of silence hovered between them.
âYouâre afraid of losing him. And you know what? So am I. But he has his own life to live, his own decisions to make. All we can do is support him and pray God keeps him safe.â
âThe way God kept Dad safe? The way He kept Mom safe?â Beau sighed hard. âI didnât mean that.â
He ran his hand over his face. It felt like everything was falling apart no matter how hard heâd tried to hold it all together.
âGod can handle your questions, Beau. And He can handle Riley. And Kate. And Thanksgiving.â
He threaded his hands into his hair and squeezed until he felt a sting. âI was a real jerk tonight.â
âWell . . .,â she said. âThereâs always tomorrow.â
Chapter 9
E den squinted at the directions sheâd printed off, then put the bowl of butter into the microwave to melt. The turkey was all trussed up and waiting in the roasting pan. Paige was coming to help in a couple hours, bringing Micah with her. With any luck the meal would be edible, if not delicious.
The microwave dinged, and she began basting the turkey, stifling a yawn. Sheâd had a rough nightâs sleep. She wasnât even sure she was still welcome in the house after Beauâs scolding. But she needed this job, so here she was.
The floor creaked behind her, and she looked over her shoulder. Beau appeared in jeans and a white T-shirt, his hair damp from his shower. Good to know he had at least one white T-shirt left.
âMorning.â His voice was still rough from sleep.
âThereâs coffee over there.â She put the finishing touches on the turkey, opened the oven, and reached for the roasting pan.
âLet me get that.â Beau nudged her out of the way. The spicy scent of his cologne wafted over her.
He lowered the pan into the hot oven and shut the door.
âThanks.â Eden set the timer so she wouldnât forget to baste the turkey. She washed her hands, then studied her to-do list, conscious of Beau nearby, pouring his coffee.
âListen, Kate, about last night . . .â
She waved him away. âIâm sorry if Iââ
âDonât. You didnât do anything wrong.â
She looked up from her list. Sunlight flooded through the kitchen window, highlighting his face. She noticed the lighter flecks in his brown eyes and the subtle copper highlights in his black hair.
âI overreacted. Iâd had words with Riley on my way in. And to be honest, we havenât done a real Christmas in a long time.â
âI didnât know.â
âI know you didnât. I was a jerk. Iâm sorry.â
She gave him a grateful smile. âNo worries.â
He lifted his mug, calling attention to his muscled bicep and the way his snug shirt stretched over his broad shoulders. She looked back at her list.
âTwelve years ago our mom was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer right after Thanksgiving. It was pretty advanced by the time they found it.â He leaned against the counter, crossing his bare feet. âShe went downhill so fast. From vibrant and strong
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