Free Kholodov's Last Mistress by Kate Hewitt Page A

rose from the table and walked to the floor-to-ceiling window that looked out over midtown, Central Park a green haze in the distance.
    ‘Keep talking,’ he said tersely, his back to the table. ‘I’m listening.’ He wasn’t.
    Was she the same? he wondered. As naive and optimistic and unspoiled as she’d been that night?
    You’re a better man than you think you are.
    Or maybe life had finally taught her something, helped her to grow a necessarily calloused and cynical hide. Maybe he had. The thought gave him a little pang of loss, as absurd an emotion as that was. Everyone needed to toughen up. How else did you survive?
    ‘Mr Kholodov …’
    Did she still have her shop? It had seemed a lonely life, toiling away in a little shop she didn’t seem to really like all by herself. She didn’t even like knitting. Yet she’d kept at it, out of loyalty to her parents, and maybe a misplaced optimism that she could make it work. He knew enough about business to have assessed in a second that struggling little shops in the middle of nowhere didn’t last long.
    Had she moved, then? Found a life for herself somewhere else? Who knew, maybe she’d gone back to school. Maybe she was married.
    I wouldn’t even know where to go.
    Amazing, Sergei thought distantly, how much he remembered. How much he still thought about her, even when he tried not to. Amazing how one night had made such a difference.
    Several months after Hannah had left—Grigori had made sure she had her documents and a first-class plane ticket—Sergei had done something he’d never, ever considered doing before.
    He’d contacted a private investigator, and issued instructions for the man to make initial inquiries about Alyona. About finally finding her. He hadn’t seen her in over twenty years … since she was four years old, and he fourteen, both of them already weary of life.
    Now the investigator was still trying to follow up variousleads. The records at the orphanage had been spotty and sometimes plain wrong. And twice Sergei had told him to stop, because he wasn’t sure he wanted to know. Then he’d thought of Hannah, of her guileless smile.
    Tell me one really good thing that’s happened to you. Or, better yet, one really good person …
    Someone who made a difference.
    And he’d ordered the man to start his inquiries again. Maybe he did, after all these years, want to believe. Believe as Hannah did, in something—someone—good.
    You have to be the most refreshingly—and annoyingly—optimistic person I’ve ever met.
    It was annoying, Sergei reflected, that he couldn’t seem to get her out of his head. Even now it made him angry.
    ‘Mr Kholodov …’
    Finally Sergei turned from the window, focused on the dozen executives waiting for him. He hadn’t been listening at all.
    ‘Fine,’ he said brusquely, and they all nodded in relief. He had no idea what he’d just agreed to, but it hardly mattered. He’d signed the papers.
    He turned back to the window. Hadley Springs was just four hours away. It would only be a matter of minutes on the internet to determine if she still lived there, and what her address was. And if she did … he could hire a car and be there this afternoon.
    The thought shocked him, even though it felt right. Amazingly right. He could see her again, finally satisfy his curiosity—and more than that. The attraction that had exploded between them was real, and if it was finally satisfied he could get her out of his head. Forget her completely.
    Wasn’t that what he wanted?
    Or did he just want to see her again, and never mind the reason?
    It didn’t matter. He’d always been a man of action, and now he knew his course. He turned back to the men assembled at the table, waiting on his word.
    ‘I believe we’re finished here, gentlemen.’
    The bell on the front door to Knit & Pearl jingled merrily and Hannah looked up from her rather grim perusal of the account books. ‘Hi, Lisa.’
    The older woman smiled in return