know of? Someone we could call?â
âI have no idea. Even if I knew that he did, I wouldnât know how to get in touch with anyone.â
Kathy sighed. âIâm just not sure what to tell you except that, for now, you should respect his wishes and not call anyone.â
âYeah,â David said, though he wasnât sure he actually agreed.
âItâs probably an illness. When was the last time you were over at his house?â
âNot for a while.â
âIsnât he on disability?â
âFor falling off scaffolding at a construction site,â David said. âNothing to do with cancer. Or dementia or anything like that.â Or with a bowlful of blood, was what he wanted to say. âIt was so weird, Kath.â
âThen go check on him first thing in the morning. But if the man doesnât want you prying into his private business, you have to respect that.â
âDo I? Iâve got no responsibility beyond that?â
âNo.â
âEven if it is dementia and he doesnât know whatâs good for him? And that he might be putting himself in harm and not even realizing it?â
âYouâre hypothesizing. Talk to him tomorrow and figure things out then. He might have a clearer head by then and be ready to talk to you. Youâll have a better picture of what youâre dealing with, too, and can make an informed decision.â
âSpoken like a true therapist,â he said, exhausted.
âThatâs what I am,â she said. âWait till you get my bill.â
He smiled at her. âOkay. Youâre right.â
âAre you hungry?â
âI was,â he said. âNow, not so much.â
âI was going to go to bed. Would you rather I stay up with you for a while?â
âNo, hon. Get some sleep.â He kissed her forehead.
In the kitchen, he began to fix himself a turkey sandwich, but then thought of the geese, and decided to go for some ham and cheese on white bread. It wasnât that he was hungry, but he knew he had to eat something. After the first bite, his hunger returned, and he not only devoured the whole sandwich, but a handful of Doritos and a Coke, too. Just as he finished, Ellie appeared in the kitchen doorway.
âHey, Little Spoon,â he said, getting up from the table. âWhat are you doing up so late?â
âBad dream,â she said.
âMonsters?â
Solemnly, Ellie nodded.
âCome on,â he said. âLetâs tuck you back in.â
The bedsheets were in a ball at the foot of the bed, the comforter on the floor. As Ellie climbed into bed, David gathered up the blankets, then tucked Ellie beneath them. He smoothed back the hair from her forehead, then planted a kiss there.
âYou were there,â she said. âIn my nightmare.â
âWas I the hero who saved the day?â
She shook her head. âNo. You were crying. You were screaming, Daddy.â
He frowned and said, âHonââ
âYou were pulling on my arm and it hurt. But I didnât want you to stop. I didnât want you to let go. Because then the monsters would get me.â
He kissed her forehead a second time, then said, âThereâs no such thing as monsters, Ellie. You know that.â
âYeah, I know. Come on.â She smiled, and he thoughtâstrangelyâthat it was solely for his sake.
âYeah,â he said. âCome on.â
When he stood, she said, âGood night, Dad.â
âGood night, Little Spoon. I love you.â
âLove you, too.â
For the next hour or so, he sat on the couch watching an old movie, though he really wasnât paying much attention to it. He couldnât relax. A few times, his gaze drifted away from the TV, settling instead on some dark corner of the room. He saw the blood in Dekeâs toilet, watched those tiny bits of blackened fibers in Dekeâs sink take on life and
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