son, but Iâve got Mummyâs money.â
Meredith sat gazing at him mutely. She was at a complete loss for words and filled with acute dismay.
Suddenly, unexpectedly, Reed pulled her into his arms. He was a tall man, well built and strong, and he caught hold of her hard, held her in a viselike grip, pressing his mouth on hers.
She struggled, managed to partially push him away, and pulled herself up on the sofa, straining to extricate herself from his arms.
Unexpectedly, Reed let go of her as abruptly as he had grabbed her. Giving her an odd look, he said in a quiet, icy voice, âWhy did you pull away from me in such a violent manner as if Iâm suddenly a leper? Whatâs wrong?â
Meredith bit her lip, said nothing. Then she sprang to her feet, hurried over to the window, and stood looking out.
A cold silence filled the room.
Meredith was shaking inside. She wanted to get this over. Be done with him. End the whole thing as gracefully as she could. But he was being difficult, and worse, imagining things that hadnât happened.
After a moment or two, when she was calmer, she turned to face him and said slowly, in her kindest voice, âReed, listen to me . . . things are . . . well, not right between us anymore. They havenât been for weeks.â
âHow on earth can you say that! We had a wonderful time in New York. Only a month ago, unless Iâm sadly mistaken.â
Meredith shook her head, her dismay intensifying. She wanted to be considerate, to let him down lightly, yet she knew within herself that she must make her feelings absolutely clear to him. âIt wasnât wonderful, Reed, at least not for me. I realized you and I were completely incompatible, and not suited to each other at all. I began to feel ill at ease with you, and I certainly knew our relationship was on the skids, that it couldnât possibly work.â
âThatâs not so, and you know it. If you lived here and we werenât conducting our relationship long distance, everything would be entirely different. Please move to London to be with me, Meredith.â
âReed, Iâve just told you, as far as Iâm concerned we donât have a future together. And anyway, I have such a huge commitment to my business.â
âOh donât go on so, Meredith. I canât believe for one moment that youâre such a dyed-in-the-wool career woman as you claim to be. I couldnât love that kind of woman, and I do love you.â
Meredith was silent.
He repeated, âI love you.â
âOh Reed, Iâm so sorry . . . but I just donât feel the same way.â
âThatâs not what you led me to believe,â he said softly, his eyes narrowing.
âI admit I was infatuated with you last fall, thatâs true. But it was an infatuation, nothing stronger or more lasting. I canât make a commitment to you, I just canât.â
âItâs been so good between us, Meredith. Why are you saying these things?â
Taking a deep breath, Meredith plunged in. âI very quickly came to understand that you donât take my life seriously. Not my personal family life with my children, and certainly not my work. I will not negate my childrenâs existence for you, or anyone else for that matter, and I will never give up my work. Itâs far too important to me. Iâve put too many years and too much effort into my business.â
âYouâre not living up to my expectations of you, Meredith,â he said, his voice suddenly grown cold and disparaging. âNot at all. I thought you were different. I thought you were an old-fashioned woman with old-fashioned values. What a miscalculation on my part. I canât believe my judgment was so flawed. Or perhaps you simply deceived me.â He raised a dark brow.
Slowly, and in a cold tone, Meredith answered, âYou know, youâve just put a finger on something of vital