importance, Reed. I feel the weight of your expectations, and I just canât handle that. I began to realize in November that you believe you come first in my life. Iâm afraid you donât. The reason I wanted to see you tonight was to explain this, to tell you about my feelings and to bring our relationship to an end.â
Reed Jamison was speechless. In all of his forty-one years he had never been discarded by a woman. He had always been the one to end affairs or start them, controlling, manipulating, pulling the puppetâs strings and getting his own way.
He continued to stare at Meredith. She was the only woman who had ever bested him, and a terrible rage began to fulminate in him. He leapt to his feet, glaring at her. âIâm glad I found out what kind of woman you really are! Before I made the terrible mistake of marrying you!â he shouted.
Without another word Reed strode across the room, picked up his coat, and left, banging the door behind him with such ferocity the chandelier rattled and swayed on its chain.
Meredith ran to the door and locked it; she leaned against it for a few seconds. She was shaking. Calming herself, she walked over to the desk, sat down, and dialed Patsyâs number. It rang and rang. She was just about to hang up, when she heard Patsy saying, âHello?â
âPatsy, itâs me. Reed was here, and I told him it was over between us. Heâs gone . . . he marched out in a fury.â
âWell, thatâs a relief. That you told him, I mean. And naturally he left in a high dudgeon. Heâs not used to getting dumped unceremoniously. Thatâs part of his problem, you know. Heâs always been spoilt by women, and he thinks heâs Godâs gift to everything that walks in skirts.â
âYes, I know what you mean. Heâs also a male chauvinist pig, to use a very outdated phrase. However, it is appropriate. Thatâs something I guess I detected when he was last in New York. He doesnât take my business seriously, or my life. Heâs self-involved, and he just canât imagine why Iâm not rushing over here to set up house with him. He said he wanted me to marry him.â
âHe proposed! Good God! Well, I must say, you mustâve really gotten to him, Meredith my girl. Ever since his divorce from Tina Longdon, heâs been a hit-and-run man.â
âIâm not sure what that means.â
âYou know, the kind of chap who has an attitude . . . love me on my terms, darling. Thanks for everything. Farewell. Hit-and-run chaps, thatâs what we call them over here. I know several women who have suffered at Reedâs hands.â
âWhy didnât you tell me?â
âI did, Meredith, at least I tried to warn you as best I could. I did say he was a difficult man.â
âActually, you said he was a brooding Byronic hero, or words to that effect, and I never did really understand what you meant by that.â
âOh thatâs only the role heâs adopted for years. In essence, itâs a pose. But I suppose it has been rather effective, got him a long way with women. Not that he needs a pose, actually His looks aside, heâs charming most of the time, despite that smoldering manner of his.â
âAll too true. But do you think women fall for that . . . for that brooding stance?â
âOh yes, I think so. Letâs face it, many do. The smoldering eyes, the soulful expression, the moody demeanor, can be appealing. There are a lot of women who go for the suffering, anguished Heathcliffs of this world. They want to change them, make them happy.â Patsy paused, then said, âWasnât that one of the things about him that attracted you?â
âNo,â Meredith answered quickly. âTo tell you the truth, it was only this past November, in New York, that he turned morose and moody. It irritated me more than anything