look at Chris like he is Chris, and you are Jen. But instead of seeing the ugliness that your hate was always forcing you to see, you see the beauty of his face, all the delicate shades of blue in his eyes, the way that his forehead crinkles slightly as he looks at you. He draws a breath and whispers something.
â While my prayerâs effect I take â¦â
You lean forward and kiss him deeply. He kisses you back gently, touching your face and pulling you close into him. You have never felt anything like this before. Itâs the most magical emotion that you have ever had. Shivers run up and down your spine, as you get lost in his kiss.
But the door opens.
âHey, you guys.â Misha strides in. âMiss told me to come and see that you werenâtââ
She sees the two of you, together, locked in a tight embrace thatâs joined at the lips. She stops dead and you spring apart. Misha stands there, totally confused.
âWe were, um, rehearsingâ¦â you trail off, convincing no one.
âYou?â She points at you. âAnd ⦠and you ?â She stares at Chris. âTogether?â
She knows sheâs on to something, and her face lights up with that Cheshire Cat smile that can only lead to trouble.
You turn numbly to Chris. His face reads the same confusion, shock and embarrassment that you are starting to feel.
What have I done?
Misha spins around and dashes out of the room. Panic, frustration, anger, hate, passion â they wash over you like a tsunami, soaking you to the bone.
This is too muchâ¦
You grab your bag from the table and run for the door, but Chris reaches out for you.
âJen, waitââ
But you pull free and sprint out of the school as fast as you can, not stopping until you are in the park far from your school. You slump on to a bench and cry your heart out. Youâre having feelings for your worst enemy.
Why is life so damn complicated?
âDo we seriously have to?â Will whispers.
It is five years to the day since they first met, and Ethan is staying round at Willâs house. Over the years, Ethanâs military dedication has impressed Willâs father as a good influence for his son â but theyâd still be dead if they got caught out of their beds in the middle of the night.
Will strikes a match, watches it glow brightly for a second, then lights the candle in the middle of the table.
âThis was your idea in the first place,â Ethan says, sitting opposite Will, and holding the needle over the flame to let it sterilize. âBut if youâre too chickenâ¦â
âShut up. Letâs just get this over with.â Will grins.
They both watch the flame dance around the needle for a second, then Ethan pushes the candle gently away. He looks across at his best friend, asking a silent question.
Will, though rather pale, gives his right hand to Ethan and nods.
âDo it.â
Ethan holds Willâs right hand in his left. He pushes the needle into the skin of Willâs thumb.
â Ah! â he cries out. Ethan looks at the door and raises his eyebrows in alarm, at which Will covers his mouth and bites his lip. âOwâ¦â he whispers more quietly, watching the blood ooze slowly out of the pinprick.
âNow you do mine,â murmurs Ethan, handing his friend the needle and extending his right hand and thumb.
Will takes the needle in his left hand and repeats the process on Ethanâs thumb. He doesnât even flinch.
âNow,â Ethan says, rolling up his sleeve. âClasp my hand.â
Will reaches across and grasps his friendâs palm, and the boys place their thumbs together so that the blood mixes.
Will looks up, and Ethan is smiling. He smiles back.
âBrothers,â Ethan states, still gripping Willâs hand in a tight lock.
âBrothers,â Will echoes, feeling happier than he has ever been in his whole life. With a friend
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