came in here and disturbed her sonâs things.â
âThis isnât healthy.â His voice cracked.
âI agree, butââ She shook her head helplessly.
âHer hairâs gone white,â Cole said. âLast time I ran into her at the Dairy Queen, I was shocked.â
âStress does that sometimes.â
When he reached for her hand, she pulled back.
He pretended he hadnât noticed and reined in his emotions. âWhy are his things here? In this room? He always had the attic. Boy, did I envy him that space. It was the coolest room ever.â
She nodded. âYeah, he had it until he went away to college. Because I envied him that space, too, I badgered my parents till they let me trade with him. The first Thanksgiving, when he came home for vacation, he begrudgingly helped move his stuff down here and lugged mine up to the attic.â
âGuess it made sense.â
âIt did. I was here, and I needed the space.â She toyed with the hem of her tank top, pulled at a loose thread. âBy that time we knew heâd never come back home to live. After college heâd move on. None of us thought heâd go into the service, but we understood his plans didnât include returning to Misty Bottoms.â
Gently, Cole shut the bedroom door and drew in a ragged breath. Jenni Beth had gone pale. This was worse than awful.
He jerked his head upward. âWhat needs to be done up there? In the attic.â
âNothing.â She shook her head. âLittle by little, Iâve made it my own. I covered Wesâs god-ugly institutional green paint with a fresh coat of pale, pale pink and hung some frilly curtains. When I came back from Savannah last week, I brought my things with me and did some more fussing with the room. I divided it into bed, bath, and work areas. So Iâm totally self-contained.â
âMind if I take a peek?â
Her face said yes, she did. But gamely, she shook her head.
âNo. Not at all. Iâve already drawn up some plans for the changes downstairs. Theyâre on my desk. If youâve got time, Iâd appreciate it if youâd take a quick peek at them. Tell me what you think.â
âYou already know what I think.â
âThat Iâm crazy. Right. Got that.â
âItâs justâhell, Jenni Beth, I hate to see you pour time, sweat, and money into a proposition that doesnât have a sliver of a chance of making it.â When she opened her mouth, he held up a hand. âIt isnât that youâre not capable. This is just too big a job for one person. For one pocketbook.â
Fire flew from those beautiful blue eyes, and she stomped her foot. âDonât say that again.â She pounded a hand on her chest. âI will make a go of this. I promise you that.â
âSugarââ He reached for her hand, but she yanked it away.
âDonât âsugarâ me, and donât act all condescending. I donât want it or need it. Iâm more than capable of deciding what I do want and then making it happen. Iâm not twelve years old anymore, Cole. I donât need a daddy. I already have one.â
âBelieve me, I donât want to be your daddy. I donât want to be your surrogate brother.â His gaze settled on her mouth, on those full, red lips. âAfter that night in Savannahââ
Heat bloomed on her cheeks. âI donât want to talk about that.â
âOne of these days we will,â he growled. âShow me the plans.â A muscle ticked in his jaw, and he figured heâd just ground off a yearâs worth of tooth enamel. The woman refused to listen to reason, so he might as well save his breathâand help her. Any way he could.
She motioned for him to take the lead. Since he realized it might be the only time sheâd ever do that, he snatched the chance and stomped up the attic stairs.
At the top,
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