to be ninety-two, but of course heâs ninety-five and wonât admit it.â She shook her head. âVanity.â
Kirby pulled him along until they stood at a dizzying height above the river. Far below, the ribbon of water seemed still. Small dots of houses were scattered alongthe view. There was a splash of hues rather than distinct tones, a melding of textures.
On the ridge where they stood there was only wind, river and sky. Kirby threw her head back. She looked primitive, wild, invincible. Turning, he looked at the house. It looked the same.
âWhy do you stay here?â Blunt questions werenât typical of him. Kirby had already changed that.
âI have my family, my home, my work.â
âAnd isolation.â
Her shoulders moved. Though her lashes were lowered, her eyes werenât closed. âPeople come here. Thatâs not isolation.â
âDonât you want to travel? To see Florence, Rome, Venice?â
From her stance on a rock, she was nearly eye level with him. When she turned to him, it was without her usual arrogance. âIâd been to Europe five times before I was twelve. I spent four years in Paris on my own when I was studying.â
She looked over his shoulder a moment, at nothing or at everything, he couldnât be sure. âI slept with a Breton count in a chateau, skied in the Swiss Alps and hiked the moors in Cornwall. Iâve traveled, and Iâll travel again. Butâ¦â He knew she looked at the house now, because her lips curved. âI always come home.â
âWhat brings you back?â
âPapa.â She stopped and smiled fully. âMemories, familiarity. Insanity.â
âYou love him very much.â She could make things impossibly complicated or perfectly simple. The job heâd come to do was becoming more and more of a burden.
âMore than anything or anyone.â She spoke quietly,so that her voice seemed a part of the breeze. âHeâs given me everything of importance: security, independence, loyalty, friendship, loveâand the capability to give them back. Iâd like to think someday Iâll find someone who wants that from me. My home would be with him then.â
How could he resist the sweetness, the simplicity, she could show so unexpectedly? It wasnât in the script, he reminded himself, but reached a hand to her face, just to touch. When she brought her hand to his, something stirred in him that wasnât desire, but was just as potent.
She felt the strength in him, and sensed a confusion that might have been equal to her own. Another time, she thought. Another time, it might have worked. But now, just now, there were too many other things. Deliberately she dropped her hand and turned back to the river. âI donât know why I tell you these things,â she murmured. âItâs not in character. Do people usually let you in on their personal thoughts?â
âNo. Or maybe I havenât been listening.â
She smiled and, in one of her lightning changes of mood, leaped from the rock. âYouâre not the type people would confide in.â Casually she linked her arm through his. âThough you seem to have strong, sturdy shoulders. Youâre a little aloof,â she decided. âAnd just a tad pompous.â
âPompous?â How could she allure him one instant and infuriate him the next? âWhat do you mean, pompous?â
Because he sounded dangerously like her father, she swallowed. âJust a tad,â she reminded him, nearly choking on a laugh. âDonât be offended, Adam. Pomposity certainly has its place in the world.â When he continued to scowl down at her, she cleared her throat ofanother laugh. âI like the way your left brow lifts when youâre annoyed.â
âIâm not pompous.â He spoke very precisely and watched her lips tremble with fresh amusement.
âPerhaps that was a