behind her.
Matt sat on the floor with tears pouring down his face. He made snuffling noises like a pig and hated himself for doing it, but he couldnât stop. Celia would have comforted him if sheâd been there. Tam Lin only shrugged and went back to his sports newspaper. Later, when Matt had recovered, he searched for the bearâs ear, but it was gone.
Tom was a master of the near miss. He punched the air near Mattâs head, practicingâhe saidâkarate exercises. He whispered insults too low for anyone else to hear. âYouâre a clone,â he murmured. âKnow what that is? A kind of puke. You were puked up by a cow.â
Around important people, Tom was courteous. He asked how they were and listened politely to the answers. He brought drinks to his mother and opened doors for his grandfather. He was thoughtful and yetâ
There was something a little off about everything Tom did. He brought his mother drinks, but the glass didnât always seem clean. He opened the door for his grandfather, but he let it swing shut on the old manâs heel. It wasnât quite enough to make him fall and it could have been an accident. Everyone trusted Tom because he had such an open, innocent face, and yetââHeâs an unnatural little weevil,â growled Tam Lin. Matt was relieved to find that the bodyguard didnât like Tom either.
Tam Lin.
Matt spent the first weeks tiptoeing around him. The man was so large and dangerous looking. It was like having a tamegrizzly bear in your house. Tam Lin planted himself in Celiaâs easy chair and watched silently as MarÃa and Celia tried to tempt Matt to read or do a puzzle or eat. Matt enjoyed these activities, but it pleased him to be coaxed. He could make MarÃa almost scream with frustration. Celia would only stroke his hair and sigh. The bodyguard seemed to be reading, but his eyes flicked up and back again as he took in the scene before him.
Matt thought he looked irritated, although it was hard to tell. Tam Linâs normal expression wasnât very pleasant.
The doctor visited often because of a cough Matt had developed. At first it didnât seem important, but one night he woke with his throat full of liquid. He couldnât get any air. He stumbled to Celiaâs room and doubled up on the floor. Celia screamed for Tam Lin.
Bursting through the door, the bodyguard upended Matt and gave him a whack on the back. Matt spat out a mass of thick slime. Tam Lin matter-of-factly ran his finger around the inside of Mattâs mouth to clear it out. âDone that with lambs on me daâs farm,â he said, handing the boy back to Celia.
When Willum came later, Tam Lin watched everything the doctor did. The bodyguard said nothing, but his presence made Willumâs hands slick with sweat. Matt didnât know why the doctor was so afraid of Tam Lin, but it pleased him deeply that it was so.
After that, all Matt had to do was cough and Celia or MarÃa would fall into a satisfying panic. Sometimes Matt really did have trouble breathing, but sometimes he only wanted to reassure himself that someone cared for him.
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âI have to go to school, you eejit,â said MarÃa. âThe holidays are over.â Matt stared out the window, punishing her for abandoninghim. âI donât live here, you know. Sometime, maybe, theyâll let you visit my houseâyouâd love it. I have a dog and a tortoise and a parakeet. The parakeet talks, but it doesnât mean anything.â
Matt shifted his position to make his rejection more obvious. If MarÃa didnât notice she was being snubbed, the whole thing was pointless.
âI think you can talk if you want to,â she went on. âEveryone says youâre too stupid, but I donât believe it. Please, Matt,â she wheedled. âSay youâll miss me. Or hug me. Iâll understand that.